although yobby won't get to see this, i will still write it as.. P.s.C. hah.. well, according to him, it's s.t.y.l.e... haha..
had a great time at sentosa. haha.. we really should do it more mann. :) weather was not all that great, but the company was absolutely fun. hahaahha.. really very thankful to God for this bunch of friends.. friends whom i know i will have for the rest of my life.. well, of course that is on the condition that no one gets 'kicked' out. hahaha.. tibby, beware! don't forget the subsidiary of P.s.C... P.s.C.wow. hahha..
looking forward to the christmas celebration at my place. hahah.. needless to say, it will be fun. :)
just to inform u girls, i have to retake chem again. note i use retake and again, coz it's my second time! gosH. im telling you and telling God that this time round, i will CLEAR it! yes, no matter what it takes, im going to do it mann!!!!! can't stand it anymore.. hahha... but im teaching my student atoms and molecules, and im having problem in that!! alamak!! i can't seem to get away from chem.. hmm.. God, how? hahha..
school is restarting very soon. in less than 2 weeks' time.. wooh, fast. this hol hardly felt like one.. haha.. but im thankful that school is starting. i think, i like school. haha. well, and the smart and fit camp/cluB shall resume!!!!!
Office bearers of the smart and fit cluB (abbreviation: SAF)..
President - Eivvy
Members - Tng and Zee
Newcomer - Fifi? Gibby?
heh.. and when that starts, eib!! remember our maGic number.. 52!!!! and tib, ur one is.. 46!! yeah!!! here we come!!!!
when me and eib feel like pigging out, tib, u are in charge of snatching the food away from us! and say, "52!"
and when tib u forget to eat.. er... ermm, well, i think that doesn't happen. ahha.. :p
k, tmr im going to register my modules already. ahah..
girls, good luck for ur results!!! i will be praying for the 2 of u all.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004.2:51 AM
I Cleared My Year 2 Modules!!
Thank God!!!!!!!!
hahhaha.. here are my results..
EE2008 Data Structrue and Algorithm C
EE2010 Signals and System C
E243T Communication Skills 2 B
EE2071 Laboratory 2A C
G267 Life Science C
well, they are not all that wonderful but im really thankful to God. coz i remembered at the start of the sem, i told myself.. no Ds for any module. and see! there isn't! hehe..
next sem..? hahaha... at least 2 A la.
God... can?
please la...
Friday, December 17, 2004.4:00 PM
haha, i turned 20! 2 days ago.. well, not exactly very happy that im getting older, but just glad that it was my special day and i had a smashing celebration.. how smashing? haha.. V.E.R.Y smaaasshiinng!
celebration started on the 14th December.. i had school (sigh.. groan) and when i ended, i took a cab down to marche down to meet the 3 people who are so very dear to me. haha, to be honest with you gals, i thought the fifi being angry thing was a ploy... ahha, then it was real. mann, i was rather worried.. haha.. but rushing down from boon lay to orchard made me realise 2 things..
1. it costs $16 (inclusive of the peak hour and the ERP surcharges)
2. i am a wonderful make up-er. haha, no lah. coz i did everything in the cab, including drawing eyeliner!! on both lids. (wau~.. big deal. ha) and i wore my earrings on the bumpy car ride!! (eib, ARENT you impressed? heh)
yeh, i got a treat at marche from fifi. heh, should have eaten more. hahha, kidin la. then next, we went to the place i love.. well, many people love that place and people who love each other also go to that place.. the Esplanade! hehe.. had a crazy night snapping away.. took a grand total of.. *drumroll* about 140 pics.. hhaa.. and we played paparazzi to.. well, you know who. haha...
drank at senses. great place.. 1 for 1.. great deal. but.. the place was scarcely occupied. ha. well, too bad...
then we had to rush off at 11.30pm. hmm, actually in the back of my mind, i was wondering.. "huh? really must go off ar?" coz i was thinking it would be good to you know.. celebrate there... haha, but i really truly believed the fact that we had to save money and not take cab. haha...
got home.
and tib ZOOMED into my room. strange. i was a lil seh~ so i just ignored..
then tib didn't shower... (a lil recap: i can't stnad being cleaner than you) strange. but i was tired so i ignored that too..
i showered but in the midst i heard noises outside.. hmm, something is going on! but.. i don't know what...
came out from my shower and went to my room...
"Happy Birthday to you.. Happy Birthday to you.. Happy Birthday to you/zee (i didn't hear properly).. Happy Birthday to you.. "
hahah.. i was so happy. so so happy... i always like birthday cakes. really. not that im a great fan of cakes.. but i like that feeling when the whole world's attention is on you. hahaha..
(whole world = eib and tib??)
the end.
the end?
no! i was wrong.. hhaha... then came along the treasure hunt!!
hahah..
i found Ikea batteries! and i thought no more liao..
then i snooped around somemore and i found.. to my pleasant surprise, a weighing machine!!!!!!!! what i have always wanted but didn't buy.. haha.. and i thought no more liao...
then i found a box hidden behind my books!!!! woah, that was the ultimate mann! i saw that.. and cried and cried and cried and cried.. aiya, you get the picture eh. well, i am a cry baby.. (my baby my baby, you big cry baby... ha ;p) i cannot descibe online how it looked like la, but anyway, the only people who read my blog are you 2 and you 2 see before.. hahah...
the David Tao CD was SOOOOPPPEEER funny. im serious. very very very very very funny. eib, it was very funny. but i tell you, i love it. im serious.
then i found a bag in my cupboard. at first i was... "eh............." then after looking at it more and more.. i like it!!!!!! heh.
then i found a pencil case in the cupboard too. blue with a cow!!!!!!!!!! so cute!!!!!!!!!! i like it alot!!!!!!!!!
so in total, i found 5 treasures.
but apart from these 5 wonderful treasures that i found, i came to realise that God had blessed me with 3 even greater ones.
fifi.. i know you have been very busy and stuff, but hey.. we'll always be waiting for you to meet us, talk cock sing song and play mahjong! (and bridge) ha..
eib.. thanks for the card. it spoke alot. :)
tib.. what can i say? you are wonderful.
ahhhhhh....... i can't thank God enough.
E for Chemistry... sadly...
Dear Professor,
I am student from the School of Electrical and Electronic Engineering Year 2.
I am writing in with regards to a failure in a repeated module, G167/FE1003 Chemistry.
I studied very hard for this module, hoping to just clear it as i always had a problem understanding the concepts of chemistry. This is due to the fact that i did not sudy A level chemistry when i was in the Junior College. I sought help from people around me in an attempt to understand the module better. However, during the semester, i was admitted to hospital and had an operation. I was on medical leave for 2 weeks and when i came back to school, i found it even harder to catch up with the lectures and tutorials as i also had to catch up on my year 2 modules. I sat for the paper and found it extremely difficult.
Is it possible for me to take another module that is related to the course i am pursuing instead of repeating chemistry again? Since my interest is towards EEE, it would be easier and more relevant for me that way. I would like to spend more time on my core modules (ie those related to EEE) and since chemistry would not be what i intend to pursue in the future, i hope you can understand and take my appeal into consideration.
I really hope you can understand my situation.
Thanks for your time and sorry for any inconveniences caused.
Yours Sincerely,
Ong Zee Yun
Monday, December 13, 2004.1:06 PM
today is the thirthteenth of december... sabby's birthday and 2 more days to my day. haha. and im lost in a sea of thoughts... alot of thoughts.
im worrying about my results. just clicked to check but there are not out yet.. yep, today i will know if i clear that damned*** chemistry and material science. prayed. and REAllY want to pass. by faith, i will. God... HELP!!!
im worrying about my family's financial status. i cannot help to provide for my family which makes my heart ache. i long to lighten the load of papa but im still studying. everything needs money... flat mortgage, utilities bills, groceries... sigh. alot alot. right now, im slping without lights and contemplated slping without fan last night. God... HELP!!!
im worrying about myself. i couldnt slp last night... coz i was thinking about him. and soon, i started crying... from sobs to weeps. even i do not know why i cried. really. i don't miss him. but whenever i think back, i will think that he cannot survive without me. i will start to sympathise with him... but this is wrong. my heart is in a struggle.. over what? seriously... i don't know. God... HELP!!!
im worrying about accounting. tomorrow is my second quiz. i really want to do well. really really. after i took my first quiz and getting my results for it, i felt very stupid. as in really very gong like i don't know what is going on in class. to be honest, it's quite true. i don't exactly understand. and to make things worse.. i feel like everyone else does.. all but me. i start to think maybe im not cut out for accounting... but oh mann! i feel like scolding myself, who is born knowing everything??? we gotta learn! 10 more days to my exam. why on earth did i land myself up in this fix? but i know in my heart that when i look back at myself today in the future, i will not regret my choice. girls, pray for me. and God... HELP!!!
im going to school now. studying in the computer lab. and i will be back tonight to watch shan nian te gong dui with you eibby. and i AM SO EXCITED for wednesday.
i love you girls
and God... i love you too.
That's What Friends Are For.
Girls, this song is for you.
And i never thought i'd feel this way
And as far as i'm concerned
I'm glad i got the chance to say
That i do believe i love you
And if i should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me
For sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
I never thought i'd feel this way
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more i see
And so, by the way, i thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me
For sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forevermore
That's what friends are for
Thursday, December 02, 2004.7:10 PM
The thought of losing you...
i told myself i am going to blog this down, so here i am.
well.. alot of things happened in these one week or so... or rather one thing happened and led to another.. ha. but i am really thankful to God, for now i know the strength of this friendship.. :)
i didn't know i would be so affected too. i was REALLY REALLY at my wit's ends.. coz i didn't know what to do! i think i will just type what my mind thinks of now.. so it's going to be in bits and pieces.. but i assure you, these are all my true feelings.
at first i wondered to myself, why am i so affected? then slowly i came to the conclusion that it's because you girls matter ALOT to me. really alot... i know i am very silly.. but thoughts like is this spelling the end of our friendship, what am i going to do, am i supposed to find new friends came to my mind. i know this sounds so absurd, like im taking it too far.. but it's true.. these thoughts were really going through my mind... when i opened my eyes in the morning, before i sleep at night.. i would be thinking to myself... how? what am i to do?
i just kept eveything to myself.. and this really made things worse and i can't share with anyone coz the people i share my darkest secret with are the people involved.. so i was really feeling very lousy. again, i want to stress that i am not purposely trying to show some kind of attitude or what.. so if that's what i protrayed, im here to say sorry. really, i am sorry.
and now.. i am very very glad that i did tell you all afterall.. i thank God that there is no secret between us and everything is back to normal. He really does great wonders.. i thank God for your assurance.. coz i really needed that. really.
to me, you girls are very special. always there when i needed you all. no special effort taken to explain things that other people wouldnt understand. sharing common interests. thank you.
i thank God for this experience.. now i learn not to take anyone for granted.
love you girls..
