haha.. ever since last thursday, after DG at BK.. things have a taken a change when it came to studying. hahahha, it became F.U.N... haha,. yeah, you got it right, fun. we were not playing... because work was done, but somehow, the element of fun was there.. and i truly had great times studying with her. alot of things to laugh at... and studying was not that tiring anymore. HAHa...
thanks Tng, what do i do without you?
back to reality check... day 4 of week 8.
me and liting concluded... times flies.
monday... was a torture for me. where i only knew i had a chem test the night before... CHEM! again. i **** chem... grrrrrrr. okies, anyway, i went back to school on monday. everything was fine until digi elect tutorial. for this module, there is no quiz. (shitt!) marks are based on final exam and class particpation. then in class, as the attendance sheet was being passed around... and i saw (to my horrid) that i missed the most tuts amongst my tut mates. sigh, and to make it worse, i don have a star. (credit to class participation) then my mood dropped all the way mann. sian. i really felt damn sian. coz the exam will be damn tough and i need those lil marks.
then at break, i went to the cantten to eat. liting didnt go with my becoz she had a quiz. as i ate my lunch, i really felt like breaking down. i wanted so much to tell someone how exactly i felt... but there was no one. so i could only msg tng. as i msged, i tried my best not to cry, becoz it was packed in the canteen. but my tears just trickled down. :''''(
God.. i think for the rest of the sem.. it is going to be like this. and i think if is goes on like this, i am going to DIE. can u poosibly understand. i tried to think... what happened to me? why am i so stressed up this sem? and the reason that i can think of is that other than having the full load of an engin student... i want to do well. i no longer just want to pass, i want to do well. my bochup-ness to work has disappeared. last time, i will just heck... but now, i cannot. i cannot put it down.
