im a happy woman.

hahahaa, im a happy woman now. u know something?
God is very clever.. He knows just the right way to cheer me up and make me sooooo happy now.

nothing big happened, it's just that i just went to see my tutor regarding my test.

okies, some background info, i had my test on friday and there was only 1 question, 10 min. when i saw the question i was like.. wah!!! DAMN easy lo. serious... then my tutor also said it is very easy... 10 minutes is too long for us.
then i began to attempt the question. before the test, i was super confident... because i studied very hard for it and my notes are already nua nua, lan lan... hhaha.. so i began writing. then suddenly, my mind just became empty. suddenly i didnt where to start and how to do... my God, first time ever i experience something like this. then people behind me writing furiously and some already handed up.
then me? so i kept telling meself, woah, relax... slowly think. but i really forgot how to do it! then i started doing it by another way... but i wasnt sure if it would be correct or not, what what the heck! just pom la!
then i handed up the paper. then i looked at the notes and found out how to do... ie the normal conventional method. sigh... then i felt a bit sian la, coz like study so hard and now becoz of a brain freeze, this has to result.
so after the tutorial, i went up to the tutor, who up to that minute was my swore enemy. hahahhaaa, long story, but he always niao me and liting, so i also niao him back. then i asked him whether or not i would be correct... then he said the conventional method would be correct... sigh, then i tried my luck asking him if there would be a second test in the near future. well, quizzes are very important, guess u gals gotta agree on that. esp, when there is only ONE precious one.
then he said,"you just come and i give u another one if there are people sick. u take with them..."
i couldnt believe my ears mann, so in mind, i was thinking... yeah! i got second chance.

but over the weekend, after liasing thru Email, he asked me to see him first to discuss my method coz on friday, he was in a hurry and didnt think if i was right or not. so today, on a cool monday morning, i went to his office. then we started our discussion.

HHAHAA, and found out that i was right!!!!!!!!! guess it maynt mean much to others, but believe me, i really needed that encouragement.
and before i left his office...
he said, "actually that was a clever way of doing it..."
i was grinning from ear to ear. really. i walked out, thanking God, and couldnt stop smiling.
tng, rmb one week back, i was talking to u on the phone... coz i was really stressed out.. and i said i needed some assurance? and dah, i got my assurance.. from this tutor whom i thought would never praise me in my life.. well, my swore enemy up to then. hahahaa..

God is clever.

Thank God. :)))))))))))))


Monday, March 07, 2005.10:28 AM