today, i wanna talk about someone.this someone... hmm. how should i begin?this someone... is a person who loves to eat. anything, and almost anytime, she would never say no to food. her personal favourites would include.. soup, of any kind, crabs, and rice. i remember once she was at my place, we had dinner... slacked around, watched some tv and soon it was time to sleep. well, naturally, this norturnal animal went to her favourite hangout at my place i.e. the kitchen.. sneaked around, opened the cabinets and obviously she would not miss out on checking out my fridge. i asked if she wanted to eat instant noodles and she gave her grin. then she discovered there were some leftover food from dinner. and so i asked if she wanted to eat some. she gave her grin, and in case you guys are wondering what her grin looks like, it is one that tells of hunger and yau qwee-ness. i went back to my room to get ready to sleep whilst she was heating up the food. then i went back to the kitchen to wait for her while she finished up then we can go and sleep. then, i stepped into the kitchen.and to my utmost horror, there was a huge bowl of rice on the table. i mean, com'on.. i thot supper means milo and biscuits? then why on earth is there a huge bowl of rice on the table?? it was not only full, it was like a HILL. mount rice found in sengkang. then i looked into my rice cooker and discovered that she scooped every single tweeny weeny grain of rice. *applause* and so for supper that night, she had a serving of noodles, that mountain of rice and the leftovers from dinner.what a pig..this someone loves to sleep. she can sleep on and on and on and on and on... and even if i am walking around in the house, packing my bag and getting ready for school or to go out, and knowing the elephant in me, i make a hell of a noise when i move around, not on purpose though. heh. this someone can still sleep on! goodness... i don believe it mann, and even she wakes up, she will pretend to lie there and not move. even if the alarm rings, the phone rings, she can go on sleeping! her mentality? someone will go and off that alarm or pick up that damn phone. oh mann... and that someone happens to be me... because i cannot stand the noise going on around me. this someone gets on the bus on her way to school and knock out within minutes. sometimes, she... well, produces silvery threads out of the mouth. heh.. but according to her, hers are not threads, but it's one HUGE drop, LUP~.. (for me then it's threads.. heh)what a pig..this someone loves to pout... no one laughs at her "jokes"? pouts...no one ally with her? pouts...no one listen to her talk? pouts...don let her take photo? pouts...don take photo with her? pouts...no one message her? pouts...don tell her secret? pouts...i think you get the point har?what a poot...this someone creates snow flakes. wah, sounds nice ar? then you are so wrong! the term that has been tagged on her since as long as i can remember... 雪花纷飞 (for some people's benefit: xue hua fen fei) everywhere she goes, there is bound to be LOADS and LOADS of tissue around. her tap is on 24/7... so i think the highest record for the packets of tissue that she brings out is.. 8? and she can almost finish using them! what a *****..(this is not vulgarity, i just couldnt think of a word)this someone has been diagnosed by a certain doctor tan to be a carrier of the SMS syndrome. NO MATTER whose handphone beeps, her hand will be the first and the fatest to reach towards it. and if you don read it, she will bug you to read the msg.. coz she will feel very "burdened" by it..what a kpo..this someone is very kiasee! haha.. she will only try things after you try them. ha.. so as to know it is safe. there was once i suggested sitting on a railing to take picture since the background was very nice. then she said.. don want la, like very dangerous, wait fall down. but i went ahead and took the picture. she saw the pic on the cam, gave her pout and started climbing up.. coz the pic looked nice. what a scaredy cat..this someone produces a strange noise when she loses an argument. it sounds like like an "argh" produced by a breatheless person with a sore throat. AND...this someone... is a sweety pie. she never fails to encourage me and support me at times when i feel so down. she never fails to assure me and tell me that God is always there for me.this someone always brings me lovely surprises. and all these surprises always bring a smile onto my face and sometimes tears rolling down my cheeks. this someone is always there for me when i needed someone. and i mean this literally.. everytime i face down times in life, a phone call will always bring her down to sengkang. and there she will be, bag and baggage, not knowing that the important piece of baggage was she herself.this someone is one that i would never find again in my life. she was by my side almost all the time when i was hospitalised, and when i was facing discouragement from my operation, she would remind me about what i said in the past about making improvements, and cheer me up. this someone is a sister that God forgot to give me.. this someone is my godsent pal.this someone is tng.
Sunday, April 24, 2005.10:01 PM
yesterday was the day that God cried... He cried because of the disappointment in me... why didn't i read through the notes again?yesterday was the day that i had 2 papers in a row for the second time in NTU. it was a screwed up morning because i couldnt do the paper earlier on in the morning. not that i didn't study for it, i did... and in fact, the hardworking zee is back... this zee that has been lost since her JC times.. (hurray!) i studied but i don't know why i cannot do the paper... maybe i didnt practise enough... now, all that i can remember is when i came out of the exam hall, i felt numb and looked numb. didnt cry, because i could not.it was a screwed up afternoon because the paper in the afternoon was FREAKING easy... then why screwed up? because i didn't study for it. i spent all the time that i had on the module that was to be tested in the morning... when i saw the first question, i knew that God had really intended for me to pass... but i just didnt put in that little ounce of effort. my fault. if this was the paper last sem, i would have cleared it, confirmed plus guaranteed chop. i really wanted to cry in the exam hall.. because this has got to be the easiest paper i have ever seen in NTU. i felt very very very very dooi... serious, can u imagine a year 3 student still taking a year 1 module? with the freshies that would be coming in next sem? and those freshies would include guys my age!! ah! a terribly sick joke.. God ar God.. why like that? it feels like someone played a fool on me. as im typing this, im really very angry... and feeling very scared... really, last sem this time i didnt feel like that although i knew i was going to fail. but now, im terribly scared. what is going to happen? now, the mere thot of chem really makes my stomach sick, like there are alot of butterflies flying in it. nothing is impossible with God, but God can i pass?
Friday, April 22, 2005.6:28 PM
wahahahha... 
不要误会，纯粹是借位！哈哈！
Sunday, April 17, 2005.2:55 PM
a special place for this special someone in my heart.. On this special day, this entry is dedicated to this special someone in my life…
fifi…
I first knew this gal back then in 1997… when we were still pure and innocent sec 1 gals. Haha.. we were in the same class as tng and eib.. (currently known as the awesome 4)
Me and tng were supposed to join badminton but we landed up in AVA.. with.. fifi! Hahaha… and that marked the start of your friendship. Of course we had arguments along the way, and there were times when we don’t “friend” each other… but those were what that built this friendship up to what it is today. And im proud of it.
A few things about fifi… heh..
Fifi is technically talented… hahah, do I put it this way? Hehe… and it has already been proven so even way back in PL. (where fifi was being called to go to the AVA theatrete over the PA system because the president, PA head and 2 teachers in charge of the club couldn’t resolve a technical problem) and now, she is one great shooter. Hahha.. weird term, but what I meant is she can take photos beautifully and artistically… she can shoot on cam, she can shoot on film… and her FY production was awarded a few times.. if im not mistaken.
Fifi is one great cook, my mummy is always full of praises of her, and keep asking me to ask fifi to open a shop selling snacks and stuff.. hahaha… to name a few, her soba, fried chicken wrapped in seaweed, gyozas, pizzas, pasta, mussels, asparagus and carrot wrapped with bacon and her onion soup… woo, thinking of them makes me want to drool. Ahhaah.. :P
Fifi is generous… haha.. esp when ppl like me and tng ar, very niao piao… haha, and fifi always lend a helping hand. Haha… or maybe we should term it, money hand. Haha.. she feels rich and she treats us to dinner. Hahaha… :P abit paiseh, like I very yau qwee.
Fifi can be quite teh-air… hahhaha… and it happens when you say no to meeting up to chill with her. Hahahaa…
Fifi is a trap in herself!! Recently, the forbidden word is.. teh peng! *shudders* Hahahha.. everytime go out “for a while” would become the whole day gone.. hahaha.. and so, she is only allowed to turn up at dinner time during mugging sessions, hahahaa.. sounds poor thing..
Fifi is cute. Hahaha.. *blink blink* hahhaha.. when she tries to make her eyes bigger, she becomes cute automatically. Ahhahaa..
Fifi is a great scout for good food! Everytime we go out and eat, whatever she orders ALWAYS looks and tastes better! Not fair.. but now we learn already, we let her do the ordering, ahhahaa.. but then ar~, the budget would suddenly soar sky high.hahaha.
Fifi is a wonderful fren. She is there to support me and offer me companionship… gal, thanks for all those times… of fun and laughter. Thanks for being there… thanks for always waiting with me at your bus stuo for 119 or 136… thanks for sending me home whenever you have a vehicle and making sure that I have walked to my flat before driving off…thanks for all these small but meaningful things that you have done. I think... I just wanna thank you for being you.
Love you gal… and may your life be blessed always.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005.5:26 PM
i am back. haha.lots of stuff have been happening.to sum it all up, life has been.. well, a lil fast paced. actually, it isnt a LIL.. it has been very fast paced. today is the 7th of April, thursday.. gary's second paper. heh. and ONE more week to zee's first paper. i feel like dying. mann.. always getting this kind of feeling once in 6 months. sian diao.came online to check the number to call to order fifi's cake. heh, and thought i would jus blog an entry. and after that, im starting on my day. how so? studying lo. sian! and i got tuition later. :((((( oh, im so sad. ha..these few weeks.. big events would include J ang's birthday celebration. i donno if you guys did, but i really had a hell of a good time. lunch-pool-dinner-ktv. it was a day of play and fun and play and fun and play and fun. shiok.. yeh. that is the word. but somehow in the back of my mind... the big E was there.. Exam. ah..and this coming sat.. is fifi's birthday celebration. i know it is going to be damn fun.. yeh, and im sOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to it mann!!!! but then.... the big E will occasionally pop into my mind.. ah.. sian.ok, im signing off here.to gary: jia you!!! after that, we go sing la k? hhahahaa~..
Thursday, April 07, 2005.12:29 PM
