c.h.a.n.g.e.s

clearing my cob webs tonight.. wooH~, it has been a while.. a loooooooonnnng while mann. actually, i have thot of blogging for sometime, but just couldnt find the right time to do it.. this"topic" has been in my mid for very long... so here i am, on this fateful night... blogging it down...

changes...

7 letters... a simple word... with a complex meaning behind it.

20 years of my life.. i think God really did alot of work in me.. made me learn alot.. about myself, about others. Thank God...

i always thought i would never be sun burnt in my life.. i go under the sun, i get black as easily as cooking instant mee.. and that's it. i never burn. but about a month ago, i went to sentosa, proudly cooked myself in the sun for.. the most an hour? and i was c.o.o.k.e.d. wooH~ then i got sunburnt!! FIRST TIME!! NEVER BEFORE!! or in chinese, it is called qian2 suo3 wei4 you3..
i always thought i would never suffer from gastric discomfort. and i did.. just a couple of weeks ago..

maybe u are wondering why am i bloggin all these down.. but my bottomline is... never take things for granted. the blessings that God bestowed on me, may just be taken away from me one day... life might seem unfair, but i know that God is good. : )

to my family, my frens.. i thank God for each and everyone of u.. i may not mention ur names and i may not show it often, but i am thankfuk for each and everyone of ur presence in my life.

i never imagine that i can survive by myself.. survive as in being unattached. serious.. maybe this is what u feel when u grow up. i thought that i would always want someone by my side. maybe that was why i went into a relationship so quickly.. guess no one was there to slow me down.. but then again, maybe i wouldnt listen to that someone too. and who would have thought i would be the one to end my first relationship. i thought i would NEVER part with him, i thought it would definitely be him if we were to end the relationship.. but i did it. and i thought i would not enjoy singlehood..
but vola~!! i am a happy lark!! hehe.. : ) thank God for this strength.

i thought i would never blog. as in start a blog. but i did. if i didnt, you wouldnt be reading this. hehe..

i guess..everything changes.. nothing is constant..

the only thing that is constant is.. change itself.

and God.


Monday, August 08, 2005.12:38 AM