2005-2006

you are looking at a new entry of zee's blog! haha.. so don say i lousy k? haha. good things must wait, hehe.

i know it's 6th jan 2006 already.. but i still wanna say HAPPY NEW YEAR!! hehe. it's a brand new year! it's a brand new start, so even when things start to go a little haywire, step back, take a deep breath and.. s.m.i.l.e. : ) and all will be good.

looking back at my 2005.. it is a year of growth.. many breakthroughs in life. some may be small and minor ones, but i still thank God for them.

it was the year when i became single again.. single physically and mentally. and God made me a happy singleton. hehe. i always thought i needed someone by my side.. u know, the feeling where i felt that i must be attached.. if not, it's so lonely.. yah, that kind of feeling. but miraculously, i don't feel that way anymore.. i wont jump into any relationship just like i had previously.. i will take time.. and pray. u know. some things are so important, u can only leave them to God. : )

it was the year when i learnt the importance of punctuality and saving from eib.

i have said this umpteen times, but yes, thank you again. when u are willing, u can. nothing is impossible in this world.

i am saving! i have not saved alot, but it is enough to encourage me to go on. tuition is very important! which is why for the month of dec, savings depleted at a horrible rate, coz no input!! and im so glad tuition has started, next tue is payday! wooh!

for 2006..

i wanna balance God and my family. i wanna serve God with all that i have and yet at the same time, i am praying that my family will come to understand why i am doing it. if i have been spending too much time out there, i will stay home whenever i can even if it means cutting down on my play. i just want them to understand that i love God and i love them too. : )

i will be baptised. and i will be called joy. note i use "will".. coz im claiming all these in faith.

oh.. one more thing.. haha. i wanna be more patient to the public.. esp when they are oblivious to ppl (like me) who are walking past them. i will understand that they do not have eyes on the back so they cannot see me and hence give way to me. patience zee.. patience zee.

oh, im so excited for the year! haha.

pls: everything changes. nothing will always be the same.. except God.


Friday, January 06, 2006.1:22 PM