im so happy. coz im so blessed.

so many things have been happening.

thinking..
how should i blog everything down? i think if i report every single event, you guys would be bored to tears. haha. but then.. i think.. i will put down whatever i want to, afterall, it is my blog. haha. : )

G12 conference has finished!

i rmb what mom said one year.. that she was very disappointed by a past G12 conference because she expected to hear something new.. but then the sessions that were taught were what she heared before. and likewise, the G12 conference this year.. many stuff were repeated.. but the way that God touches and speaks, it is very refreshing each time. it is so new.. and the feeling is great.

and what i took home from the conference this year.. it finally sank into me.. that we are to serve the nations. it is not a cliche.. it is real. the people out there.. the people that havent even heard about God.

and God.. i really want to go on a mission trip this year.

where?
when?
how?

God.. i know you will tell me.

i am really experiencing the happiest times of my life now. at least that is what i feel. God.. thank you.

everyday, i look forward to work. i never overslept, i leave house earlier and earlier day by day so that i can reach the office earlier to do my work. i look at my watch only to feel a twinge of sadness when i see that 515pm is coming.

my saturdays, i sleep in. and try as far as possible to spend time with my family.

and my weekends are better. i go to church. and i get to meet God. everytime.

i am really so happy.. God, thank you thank you thank you.

i know that you are slowly revealing my future to me. and as i look back at my past, i know that God.. you took care to craft it the way you want it.. so that i am prepared for what is to come.

when i go back to school in august this year, it will be the start of my final year. and of course, the milestone would be the so-major-and-crucial final year project.

i have been giving much thought to it.. thinking about.. who should i partner with? which NTU tutor? what project?

alot of question marks.. alot of unknowns.. unknowns that i cannot solve myself.

then lo and behold, God blessed me.

to give you a little bit of background.. there are a few kinds of final year projects. ok, 5 to be exact.

the most common one is when students browse through the projects available and approach the tutor who is in charge of the project. so there and then, it would be confirmed and the student would work under the NTU tutor.

there is another kind that is called ISP - Industry Sponsered Project. as you can tell from the name, it has to do with the industry. for this kind of project, i would have to source for my own company, approach them to create a project for me to undertake. or to take on an existing one. and the company would then submit the proposal to NTU and wait to see if there would be any NTU tutor that would be interested to take it up.

the rest not important.. ahaha.. coz i want to undetake an ISP! with omron! the company that i am currently attached to.

then at the back of my mind, i started thinking.. will they want me? im not exactly the smartest kid around.. and would they want me sticking with them for another year?

so i prayed. and asked God to bless me. with favour.

then i went up to my attachment supervisor.. and told him about it. and he said, he cannot make any decisions.. coz it must go through the managerial level.

wah! nervouss~!! when he went to speak to the manager whom i am directly under.. i was saying to God.. God, help help help. and i was crossing my fingers.

then soon leng (my IA supervisor) came back. and grinned his grin.

God just blessed me with a company! and to make things better, it was the company that i am so happy working for.

i was so happy. really so happy.

i went to the toilet. closed the door. and couldnt stop smiling and thanking God.

the next thing was to to wait to see if any tutors from NTU would respond to the proposal.

so soon leng asked me.. what about your NTU attachment tutor?

i went to check.. and guess what, that professor is from the division of communications. and my nature of the project? needless to say.. it is communications. double blessing.

and i also found out that my form tutor (the tutor that is like my form teacher in school) is also from the division of communicatiosn. and he is one real nice old man. if my attachment tutor isnt interested in the project, i still got him to contact! triple blessing.

then i saw my favourite professor's picture. he was also from the division of communications!! WAH GOD~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! quadruple blessing.

thank you LEHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!

im so sorry if you find this entry so irrelevant to you.. haha..

all in all, im just thanking God la. : )

tmr is week 10 of my attachment.. it is the week that my NTU tutor will come over to omron to access me.

so.. pls pray~!! haha, thank you. the accessment is of HEAVY weightage. i may be good and stuff at work on normal days.. but if i fail to impress on the day he visits, im as good as dead.

but i know that.. im just gonna relax. and leave it to God.

my future is in God's hands. so.. why worry?

im running a winning race.

haha, im contradicting myself.

more like im pyschoing myself.

breathe in.. breathe out.

ok, it is all going to be fine. : )

right and gals.. haha, we shld go and chill at the hongkong cafe in kovan. the yuan yang is nice! : )

everyone, pls be fine! love you~~~~!!!!!!


Sunday, March 19, 2006.10:30 PM