MANN!
i seriously miss us..
Friday, August 25, 2006.12:19 AM
i think i know what is wrong.
i think i know what is wrong.
much as i want to give off my best for my final lap in uni... i don want to go back to school.
and it is tmr... where i have to start going back to school everyday, worrying about tutorials and tests...
all these wouldn't be so bad....
if i have a fren with me.
i don't.
i mean i want a friend... someone who really cares.. not just someone who you can go to school with for the sake of companionship.
i tried.
i really did try to make the friendship work. but somehow, it seems like it isnt meant to be.
i know i can be independent.
i know i can manage by myself. but i know it would be better if i have a fren.
it is my final year. i am truly worried.
i don't know why but this time round, i really feel very uneasy.
i don't want this to start. i don't want to do badly. God. how?
or rather... God, help.
from the start of this year.. it has been awesome.
attachment for 6 months was heaven. i remembered i said that i was looking forward to attachment becoz i wanted a break from all the studying. and i would go back to my final year after my attachment, all ready and recharged to make my final dash.
but life was too good. and i don't want it to stop. i don't want to go back to school.
after attachment, my life was packed with church activities. i guess i have been having too much fun. i can't bring myself to settle my heart now.
i wanted to call you tng.. i dialled ur number.. but didnt press the call button.
i think i want to learn to grow up.
i want to do this with God.
i want to be strong.
Sunday, August 06, 2006.11:06 PM
