what exactly do i want to blog about today?
i don really know what.. but i know i will..
God spoke to me at G12 tonight.
He surfaced the times i was preparing for my A levels.
it has been.. how long? erm... 4 years. it was in 2002.
what happened to me then?
i can never figure out what happened, and i still cannot figure out why God planned for things to happen that way..
mom was sharing that during her times, if God didnt intervene can cause not to enter biochem, she wouldn't be a teacher today. she would have been a biochemist.
it is miraculous how God shapes our paths and in the end, we come to realise that all things happen for a good cause, and the plans that He has will not harm us but are there to prosper us. but somehow when you are caught in the toss of everything, you tend to forget that God is there. and He is watching your each and every step. and we get caught up in just chasing and running around to fulfill all the commitments in our lives.
when the very thing that should be done is just to please
Jesus our Lord.
so i started wondering, whr would i end up working? i know that it would only be then or maybe never then i would know why God gave me B-C-D for my A's.
the grades broke my heart.
in my mind.. i just keep thinking.. im ziyun. i used to do well for my studies.. though not topping the class.. what went wrong?
the truth is my occupation during my JC times was.. to play. period.
i didnt say no to play.. i seized any opportunity i had to skip school and go out.
i did study. i did mug. but it was just not enough.
when i got my results then, i was broken. i rmb gg to fifi's to meet the family.. everyone just got their grades.. i wasnt affected by them, but i rmb i started to drink more and more and before i knew it, i was crying. i was wailing.
what happened to ziyun?
***
yes i went to uni.
and i thot i have alrdy put all those behind me.
but i guess im wrong.
the thot of it.. it still brings tears to my eyes.
how can i say, meaning it from the bottom of my heart, that i thank God for what happened then?
how?
but i know i will be able to do it one day. that's y God showed me all these during worship.
tng bought me a book recently.. it is titled..
"Be Patient, God Isn't Finished With Me Yet"and the back of the book says this...
"...It's about making room in your life for change by forgetting past mistakes and stumbles..."past mistakes and stumbles..
God, how come i just cannot let go of those? why am i so hard on myself?
i want to put everything down at the foot of the cross. and really believe that you caused all these to happen for a good reason.
of course you did, but i just cannot convince myself on that.
i am WIP. . . .
work in progress.
Saturday, September 16, 2006.2:09 AM
i thot i wont be blogging any more tonight.
but as i looked thru the pics, i really cannot stand the thot of not blogging. haha, so here goes.
look at fifi's face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
c l a s s i c
HAHAHHAHA, i simply lurrrrrrrrrve it.
oh well, some background.
awesome4 gathers to chill a lil at the infamous grapevine.
haha, hmm...........
after much consideration, i decided to still post up the rest of the pics.
coz i look..................
ewwwwwwwwwwww~~.......................
see my hair!!
i quote tng.. very jacky cheung 70's hairstyle. ewwwwwwwwwww~
well, i cant do anything abt it there.. so the next pic is...
our kok taos~!
to avoid taking fringe. hahaha.
just bathe la, so if hair out of shape means will be out of shape. hahhaa.
then on the way back.. at the overhead bridge...
fifi........
don jump!
whatever it is, we can sort it out!
nah, what were you thinking??
we are talking about professionalism here!
taking pics! wooh, cool!
Cars on the flyover!
and yes her hair is damn cool.
when fifi whipped out her cam to take the pics.....
the very
unoriginal eib followed suit. hahahahahhaa.
and see the person behind?...
no camera. so just be
bei hou ling lo. hahahaha.
(for the benefit for the chinese illiterate.. bei hou ling - the spirit behind)
finally some involvement.. haha. coz eib realised that a PHONE camera can never beat a proper one?
haha, gave up and took humans instead.
and u can see fifi still very hardworking behind. haha.
and i decided to join them, hahahha...
then we went home.
and.....................................
guess who we met on the way home???
oh my goodness!!!
hahahaha.................................
someone i lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to bits....................................
MY DEAREST ELEPHANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*muack muack*
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~!!
post note: pls scroll down for earlier entry.
Saturday, September 02, 2006.4:47 PM
First A4's photo taking contest
presenting to you...
First A4 Photo Taking Contest.participants ...contestant A - pack freakcontestant B - food freakcontestant C - sleep freakcontestants' names are kept confidential in fear of being head hunted to be photgraphers.
judge - fifi
judge's name is revealed so that she can be head hunted. hehe.
and so here it goes..Category 1 - Foodcontestants are only allowed to use whatever was offered to them. in this case, they are the basket (with only 1 french fry in it), and 3 saucers. or better known as teats. they can arrange them in any order, as they please and take the shot. to ensure fairness, only 1 camera was used. generously sponsored by zee, her sony ericsson k750i. with macro function. (hurhurhur~) contestants are only allowed 1 try, if pic is blur, or hands are shaky... then too bad.so presenting to you...contestant A's...
well, i personally find it quite nice. =Dnext up, we have contestant B's...
well, i think the french fry is a lil odd... but then again, we are talking about art here.oki, now we have contestant C's...
blur! haha. but as the rule states, blur.. also too bad. better luck next time contestant C!now... let's see the masterpiece of the judge before we reveal the results of round1.
there you have it! the contestant forgot they could stack the stuff and do whatever they wanted. haha.and now... the exciting moment that everyone is waiting for.the winner of this competition...*drumroll*and....................................................the winner.....................................................is....................................................contesant B with the odd fry~~weird hur, but judge is judge.her words are final.feeling a lil down, contestant A and C petitioned for another round! and hence the start of round 2!*ding ding ding*Category 2 - Hoeegardenthis time round, contestants are given a hoeegarden bottle. and that was all. the 1 shot and shaky hand rule still applies.first up, we have contestant A...
ah huh~ not too bad~ trying to use the curry favour (not fLAvour) technique. and yes, that is the judge in the background.ok, don waste time, we have contestant B's next...
wooh! we see improvements...oki now, contestant C's...
ahh~~ we see improvements again. haha.orite. let's take a look at fifi's...
yeh, i guess that's y she's the judge?it is always sth beyond what normal ppl can comprehend. (read: fifi is abnormal, hahah)and the winner for this round is...................................................................contestant A!!yeah! curry favour works! haha.and so there we have it, First A4 photo taking contest.better luck next time contestant C!
