i need a sign

operation: dead blog revival

yep, that's exactly what im doing now.
i guess by now, some of you would have known that im gg to make a career switch.
what to, you ask me.
i have no idea yet, i tell u.

sigh, bothered.

it's a little disheartening waiting for companies to get back to you.
though it has only been... 5 days maximum, haha.
after all these years, ive never mastered the art of waiting.
will i ever?

7months.
in this wonderful place, with wonderful ppl.
but the pity lies in.. it is really not my cup of tea.
really.

those 4 years in NTU.. was hard solid proof that i shld not be an engineer..
right? people who have mugged along with me..
how many times have i broken down in the midst of schoolwork?..
countless.

i graduated from university and stepped into yet another challenging institution.. the university of society and reality.
this job came so readily.. and so "availabily".. if there's such a word.. and gg into somewhere so familiar, who wouldnt jump at this offer?
i did.
and now im jumping out of it.
no passion.
period.

passion is the ONE force that is very powerful and can drive ppl to accomplish things they wouldnt think they were capable of.

sometimes, i hate growing up.
the responsibilities that we have to shoulder.. only makes me detest the process more.
why do we have to?
life is like that, isnt it?

i heaved a sigh..
i need a sign.


Wednesday, February 27, 2008.6:37 AM