For God.

PsC - Rock On!

2009-06-22T06:50:00.000Z

The weekend that I had was a blast!

REALLY!

Now once again, I can say…

I really love u………………………………… guys.

PsC rocks!

And let this friendship rock on!

Do to others what you would have them do to you

2009-03-20T06:23:00.000Z

It makes me wonder what exactly goes through these people’s minds when they do things like this.
I quote ***, squeezing people?
I mean, how pointless and senseless that is… to get your way around by instilling fear in people.

Your tactics… SUCKS. BIG TIME. Period.

One moment, you can be laughing heartily… and the next, you bark your way around. Gosh, have you ever given a thought to your piteous life? You know what? I may be where I am now, which you deem lowly or whatever, but I have so much more than what you have.

I have love from people who genuinely care.

And you? Just sit down and think for a bit… they are doing what they do because they have no choice.
The respect they have for you, hey… what a minute, what respect?

Spare a thought for others.
Do to others what you would have them do to you.

happy birthday to eib

2009-01-21T01:34:00.002Z

Eileen Lim Yiling.

Whom I have met in 1997 in our good old alma matar.

A friend so dear

A friend turned sister

We have laughed and we have cried together

And I'm glad we still have each other

Thanks for accepting me, flaws and all

I really cannot ask for more

You have truly been a blessing to me

And vice versa, I hope I can be.

Happy birthday to you...

Let's grow old together! (:

leave my friend alone

2009-01-20T03:42:00.002Z

Anyone out there tried being a loser?

You! You there, I’m talking to you.
Sorry I have to do it this way because we are just acquaintances, not friends.
(& thankfully we aren’t friends, phew…)
Oh! And actually you don’t have to try being a loser… I forgot that you already are!

Opps, did I touch a sensitive spot?
Whatever! Just live with it, won’t you?

Seriously, I pity you. People move on you know?
Move on… you know what that means? Let go la, seriously, damn shitter.

To let something as minor as such trigger off a whole lot of ranting from you, it just proves one thing. Your life is oh-so-pathetic… poor thing you… you spend minutes and seconds wondering if people are “original”… I mean, don’t you have better things to do?
Hmm, how about you try not being a loser for once?

Us having no reaction to your nonsensical ranting don’t give you affirmation to whatever shit nonsense you are sprouting. We are simply getting on with life, enjoying every bit of it with others who truly care.
I mean, we aren’t like you, opps, I meant losers… who have all the time in the world.

And you, oh my gosh… I thought you were better than this… Well, I guess maturity does not really come with age…

Ok, gotta end this post now, coz my time is precious and I’ve got other things to do… non-loserish things that is.

I’m telling you two.
Leave my friend alone.
What goes around comes around, just wait and see…
or losers can’t wait?

P/s: Don’t worry, it isn’t directed at you if it doesn’t make sense to you. After all, your conscience will only prick if it is guilty… no? ;p

random sengkang

2009-01-02T06:26:00.003Z

High Speed...

Red Light...

The Best Celeration...

2008-12-26T06:49:00.005Z

Happy BOXing day!

Christmas is over!

Not sure if your Christmas has been eventful or not, but I sure had my large share of fun and laughter and love!

On the eve of Christmas, Simon, Eib and I went down to 126 for a sumptuous dinner...

Well, if you haven't been there before, I tell you, the food is absolutely super duper yummy!

Kudos to Eib! for introducing this fab place to us...

The place reminds me of a typical Hong Kong eatery... even the name 126 (read it as wan-tou-sek) is cantonese for "found food to eat"...

Orite, so here are some of the shots we took that night.

Simon looking at the menu...

*backside itchy??*

Me and Eib!

"hmm, ha gaw? or siew mai?"

Caught in blue..

Simon looking at the pics on Eib's wonderful panny.

She monkey!

Me monkey!

Simon's signature comical face... caught!

Simon's christmas pressies for Eib!

His favouritest!

Tak Glam! Sorry dear I just had to put it here!

Hehe..

Chocolate and Camera.. Both her favourites..

That marks the end of our christmas eve...

We did not have a elaborate celebration, but more and more, I really begin to feel that the best celebration that one can ever have...

is when it is done with the people that matters and are close to your heart.

More of such to come!

lions roar!

2008-12-24T02:50:00.004Z

Stepping in, the scene that greeted us was one of enthusiasm and zest.

Supporters clad in red and holding all sorts of “show-support” tools.

Haha!

We trooped down to the Kallang stadium on 22^nd Dec to show our support to the Lions!

Well, I guess by now, you would have known the score in one way or another… Yeh, we lost, unforch… but it was still fun to be in the crowd… cheering... and jeering.

Haha.

Though there were times that I kinda zonked out a lil… missing quite a bit of action, I still enjoyed myself…

There and then, I had this sudden thought to pick up the Malay language.It was fun to hear people shouting very very hysterically in Malay.

Okay, enough of talking… Let the pictures speak for themselves…

The Lions warming up before the start of the match...

Me and Eib during half time!

Taken by zeebro! It was a lil too small..

Yeh better!

Faceoff...

Random shots...

Loyal fans to the game...

last one!

Will be back to blog again!

Merry Christmas everyone!

The Urge To Blog

2008-12-19T09:09:00.002Z

Hello everyone!

Well, as you can tell from the title, I have got an urge to blog all of a sudden.

Haha.

Today was a totally moodless day to work, haha.

Guess it must be the smell of christmas lingering in the air. (:

December seems to be passing at such lightning speed.

Maybe because there was a Haji Monday, shortening the working week...

Maybe because 15th December makes me look forward as each day passes...

Maybe because I am making many many plans that involve my future?...

Boy, I'm really growing up.

When I was 19, I thought I was old.

And I'm 24 now...

Eib is turning 25.

Mid twenties, we call it.

How time flies ya?

Hmm, sidetraking a lil...

Life here is great.

Well, great in the sense that I really have a lot more personal time as compared to before.

Great also because of the wonderful friendship with the people whom I only knew virtually before.

Thankew GOFers.

You guys really make every working day a very enjoyable one.

Other than that, the greatest change that's happening in my life now, is the fact that I am making it a point to exercise regularly.

3 to 4 times a week.

Thanks to my dearest SBs... and of course Ade.

I really feel very good!

Okay, I hope to blog soon.

The day is ending..

Christmas is really coming. Yays.

Wonderful Canon!

2008-12-10T08:55:00.005Z

Right...

Post for Dec 08.

Hehe.

This post is generally nothingness.

Haha.

More of showcasing the wonderful canon camera...

and the superduperyummilicious food that TCC serves!!!

Please go eat at TCC if you haven't tried so...

It's really good.

Here goes...

2 Mondays ago...

I was at the gym working out..

Finished up my regime and was going to start making my way home.

Phone rang... and it was Tng.

Well, she was supposed to be on her way to her cardio mix class with Carol....

but Carol being Carol.. neatly forgot about it!

hahahah.

So we wound up at our favourite-est TCC for dinner!

So we have Tng (Her signature look) and the soup of the day!

Some seafood thingy... can't remember but as usual and as expected, it was yummilicious.

This is Tng's drink... some fruitty tea.

After stirring, it looks like this...

And this is my main course!

YUMS!

But again, I forgot the name, hahaha.

It was chicken, in some... erm.. sauce..

with asparagus (double yum!)

and... some light colourful salad by the side...

Chicken in close up...

Tng's main course.. the classic aglio olio.

or in other words... boring.

hehe.

my drink!

hazelnut latte.

VERY nice!

Okay, that's all!

haha.

Signing off!

Vivitar Rocks!

2008-11-11T06:58:00.002Z

Me heart heart heart this pic!

Nice!

Sorry to have laughed at the "Paper Camera"..

Will pose better next time (:

Teehee..

Vivitar ROCKS!

The VERY overdue BKK Post! (:

2008-08-27T03:53:00.000Z

My dearest ah ren and i went on a trip to bangkok! (Like... 5 months ago? :p)

Well, originally, fu yuan zhang was supposed to be included in this trip too, but very very unfortunately, she was very sick then, SO she had to forfeit her ticket! ): don worry fyz, we will be back in BKK again k? how can we ever get sick and tired of bras? right? haha, so that is enough to bring us back into the land of half priced lingerie (: hoho~

okay and so the journey begins...
me and ah ren took thai airways and would you please check out the leg space we had??
*all thanks to aunty margaret who got these seats arranged (: *

I decided to be nice and gave the pink seat to ah ren. haha. coz she likes pink mah... hor?
(and so i could have the window seat, HAHA *KIDDIN~~*)

Guess I haven't been taking non budget for sometime, so I was thrilled to realise that there was going to be food served!
Check out the pink cup! (& a very much pleased ah ren... )

Orite, now let's fast forward...

We reached the capital of Thailand, Bangkok, in just 2 hours!
And we were picked up by the transfer bus to bring us to our hotel...
FYI, the hotel we stayed in was named... Aphrodite Inn.

Hmm, well..... sounds like a love hotel doesn't it? But nope, ah ren and I didnt hear strange noises at night, haha...

Here's how the room looks like...

And we lurrrrvvvvveeeed it to BITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

It was really fantabulous!
Maybe because it was pretty new? So everything was so clean and it really feels very good!
We had a welcome drink upon arrival too! haha. cheapo.

Let's take a look into the toilet...

Maybe I should load up a video of the room...
for now, hopefully the pics are good enough (:

and this is our corridor... good for last minute checking of attire.. hehe..

Well, I guessed many people have pretty much gone to bkk for short trips/getaways...
so erm, there isn't like many pics to show.. of the scenery and stuff..

but only of food and loot!

haha..

so here goes for the food!

TO BE CONTINUED...

A New Look

2008-08-27T03:37:00.000Z

Right, a new look! (:
looks like me and simon got married right?
haha..
for the record, no we did not...
those were just some shots that were taken during the family protrait photography session (:
hehe..
I SHOULD be changing it soon, coz i wanna include more pics in my banner picture.. yep, note i used the word SHOULD... coz God knows when my yearly blogging inspiration comes...
HAHA...
Orite, it is alrdy 3.30am... but i think i shall blog about my VERY much OVERDUE Bkk trip, haha..
if not, i donno when i will blog about taiwan ;P
hehe..

Im Lovin' It

2008-03-24T05:54:00.005Z

Bangkok.
Post and Pics coming right up~

Reservist

2008-03-10T01:38:00.003Z

HT Sim is back from Japan!
but has gone off to report for reservist.
Don tire out yes?
Take care dear.

i need a sign

2008-02-27T06:37:00.004Z

operation: dead blog revival

yep, that's exactly what im doing now.
i guess by now, some of you would have known that im gg to make a career switch.
what to, you ask me.
i have no idea yet, i tell u.

sigh, bothered.

it's a little disheartening waiting for companies to get back to you.
though it has only been... 5 days maximum, haha.
after all these years, ive never mastered the art of waiting.
will i ever?

7months.
in this wonderful place, with wonderful ppl.
but the pity lies in.. it is really not my cup of tea.
really.

those 4 years in NTU.. was hard solid proof that i shld not be an engineer..
right? people who have mugged along with me..
how many times have i broken down in the midst of schoolwork?..
countless.

i graduated from university and stepped into yet another challenging institution.. the university of society and reality.
this job came so readily.. and so "availabily".. if there's such a word.. and gg into somewhere so familiar, who wouldnt jump at this offer?
i did.
and now im jumping out of it.
no passion.
period.

passion is the ONE force that is very powerful and can drive ppl to accomplish things they wouldnt think they were capable of.

sometimes, i hate growing up.
the responsibilities that we have to shoulder.. only makes me detest the process more.
why do we have to?
life is like that, isnt it?

i heaved a sigh..
i need a sign.

making a comeback

2007-12-17T03:35:00.000Z

It’s Monday.

And you kind of give yourself an excuse to not be working so hard simply because it is Monday.
Take some time to read some blogs…
Take some time for you to set the momentum in for the week…

So I’m taking it slowly.
Because it is Monday.
And it is blue by default.
And so I have the right to relax and slow down a lil.

but such rights do not exist at all.
so, I’m doing it secretly. Haha.

I’m tired.
Seriously.

and giddy.

that sweet lil' thing

2007-07-29T07:52:00.001Z

that sweeeeeeeeeeeeet lil' thing..

love youuuuuuu natalie~

i have graduated!..

2007-06-07T20:06:00.000Z

you know sometimes...
you suddenly wake up in the middle of night, feeling all groggy and stuff..

and sometimes you wake up.. WIDE AWAKE..

and sometimes you wake up.. to go to the toilet..

im up at such unearthly hours becuse the last 2 things happened to me..

and so i went to the toilet, came back and was about to try to make myself fall asleep again.. (have been having problems of late trying to sleep.. haha.)

then i checked my phone.. habitually...

"2 messages received"

and they read..

"HEY! RESULTS ARE OUT! and so on and so forth..............................."

"i passed all....................... and so on and so forth..................................."

i literally jumped out of bed and dashed out to the living room to get my lappie..

and i checked.

and i........................

CLEARED EVERYTHING!
with an A- in FYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know what, it is my FIRST A in NTU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really wept and cried....

i know it is an A-, but as im not in the GPA system, it is equivalent to an "A"! (:

and the ONE module i thot i will fail and stay back another expensive sem to clear it, i got a C. which equates to a "Good" on the scale.

tell me, how thankful i am...

to all my frens, i want to thank you..

..if you have once studied and mugged shits with me..

..if you have prayed for me.. and prayed along with me..

..if you have allowed me to rant and rattle on and on about sucky school life/modules/projects..

..if you have even travelled and waited for me outside the exam venue whilst i take the painful modules.. (that's tng.. and eib too..)

..if you have lent me a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear when i failed chemistry for the nth time.. (for record's sake, i took the module 5 times and only cleared it then)

..if you have been my projectmates and tahan my everlasting nonsense..

..if you have believed in me and still do..

shucks, this list never ends!
haha.

to everyone out there!

I H A V E G R A D U A T E D F R O M N T U!
(mann, i so wanna talk to someone not virtual now..)

and also, my A wouldnt have been possible without simon.. and so............................
thank you dear (:

thanks for the painful programming..
and only-irritate-zee MS word formatting..
and your patience.

and oh yes.. my convo is on the 24th of July, at 2.00pm. hehe.
my hood is white with gold.

right, more luck with jobs zee!

oh yes, i think i forgot to mention..
i managed a third class.. when i thought i was going to have nothing.
(:

*beaming*

i miss her... all the time.

2007-06-02T05:33:00.000Z

just tell me....

how.. how...

just how can you not fall in love with this darling?

NATALIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss u!!!!

pls: i know e photos aint that well taken, but if the subject is constantly shaking and moving around, it isnt that easy to capture a good shot... hahah, better shots the next time.

pls pls again: note that she has a lope sided fringe. fyi, she snipped it off herself. HAHA.

best paper in my life

2007-04-24T05:33:00.000Z

just yesterday.. i had the best paper in my life..

it was the module that was added because i had NO others to take that could slot in with my timetable..

it was the module that started off MOST horribly because it is something that is so machine language..

it was the module that only a whooping fifteen people registered for..

it is the module that has the shortest name to it..

EE4759 - COMPILER

just the mention of the name sounds rather revolting eh? haha.
in case you dont know what a compiler is.. it is a software that enables you to write programs.. things like Visual Basic, C#.. all these programs.. they have compilers in them.. and so, me.. i have learnt the super basic and fundamental stuff to writing a compiler..

and guess what, to my utmost surprise, i actually enjoyed this module..
i know they wont see this, but many thanks to A/P Chua and A/P Fallowski.. maybe they have made this module more enticing than it actually is..

i walked out from the exam hall.. thinking.. it was truly the best paper i ever had in my life.. not that it was easy or what.. but because i really know my stuff.. and was able to answer almost all the questions.

a happy girl i am.

orite, back to mugging.

just 3 more papers..

ending next wednesday.. =)

thots on my last exams..

2007-04-20T03:11:00.000Z

it is a weird feeling.

i guess this feeling many of you have already felt so durng this time of last year.

the feeling where you feel like you just wanna finish mugging ALL your books and take the last exam of your last time?
yet at the same time, you know that this is really the last time... no more lectures, no more tutorials, no more projects and you are shoved into the harsh reality of the the real working world..

yeh, that's me.
i cant wait for exams to finish..
i want to pack my notes for the last time and store them away for good..
i feel so driven to start working..
yet i know that many will tell me.. "trust me.. studying is so much better.."

then again, i cant feel that way till i experience it for myself.. but i know that in time to come, i will be telling that to my fellow juniors who will also come to face this juncture of life some time later..

today is my 3rd paper..
i have 5 more to go.
more strength! to last. this is such a long marathon..

but i know i will be able to make it down to the finishing line.
and seriously, i cant wait.

jia you zee.

pls: thanks to boss. you have been so wonderful..

hongkong trip..

2007-04-19T06:44:00.000Z

hongkong~~
i love hongkong..

i love hongkong..~~
it's the place for me~..

hehe.
counting down with much excitement.

Visual DNA

2007-04-16T05:51:00.001Z

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

okay i know this might look like "huh? what is this?"
but just wait for a while, i will soon post about what it is, haha.. (:
no time la, exams.

one blur banana

2007-03-28T08:47:00.000Z

one blur banana..
i think i really must admit..
i am blur la. fullstop.

i keep forgetting to bring my stuff around..
and judging by my msn nick, you would know what happened..
tt's right.. yours truly left her handphone at home..

now tell me about it, all alone in hall with NO PHONE.
haha, this should really be a good way to test if i can handle this kind of situation or not.. haha, tng, u popped into my mind almost immediately, u cannot NOT have your phone eh? haha.

but oh well, i am still thankful that at least i have the lappie i.e. i can still check my mail and be connected by msn. woots~ (:

orite, in case you cant believe how forgetful i was..
there was one time when i was coming back to hall.. i reached the doorstep, put my heavy bags/notes/lappie aside and started fumbling for my keys..

and yes, you are right. i left them at home, 1 singapore away. and it was... 1030pm.
what was i to do?

you might question, your roomie leh?
oh, she went back to malaysia.. and so i was stuck outside.
can you believe it?

hahaha.. in the end, it was superdad to the rescue. zeepapa came riding down on his motorcycle and delivered the keys to me.
how sweet eh?
and how bad i felt then!
yah mann, i am getting blur. ahhaa.

orite, some pics to post again!
let's see..

this is a loooooooooong overdue photo.. haha, well, my photos always are. haha.
this is tng with her classic look..
but check out the glasses!
i donno why but the person gave her the papa cup.. haha, and i got a smalller one. :)

and we have natalie! again!
i never get sick taking her pics.
this is she at da jiu's house.. chinese new year gathering.. haha.
and the boy beside her is my nephew - caleb. also known as le le. SUPer sweeeeeeeeeeet mouth. (or is it tongue? haha)
ya, since he is my nephew, and natalie is my cousin.. that makes him natalie's nephew too! natalie is also an aunty.. though very small one, haha.
and just so you know, she is younger than him. haha.

this is nat again at my house. she is very very intrigued by the washing machine and spends the entire washing cycle right in front of it..
and like that not enough, she will pull one of us to join her as the audience. haha.

and so.................
presenting audience #2 - Eib.
haha.
donno if you mind this photo or not, but this is one of the clearer shots i had that day. haha.

haha, there we have it. more posting another time!
back to mugging. full swing~. ha.

i hate ants!

2007-03-25T07:25:00.000Z

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tempted!

2007-03-19T17:11:00.000Z

tempted!
to eat something now!

but NO~! cannot. it's time to do something about your weak will, zee..

no no no.. the only thing that is stopping me from eating some snacks now is my breakfast tmr.

im looking forward to a warm meal tmr morning at my hall canteen.
i would like hot tea with milk pls. tehneeeee. (:

haha, orite. back to studying.

and a random pic..
PsC in a sardine can..

hmm

2007-03-19T02:56:00.000Z

busy to the core.

i hope you understand.

it's strange.

after you told me that night that.. you are ok.. and what was the thing that really hit you.. that night..

that night, i really smiled from the bottom of my heart.
that night, i felt like it was the same.. it was like before.
that night, i walked home.. beaming..

how long has it been? almost a month.
the time of not seeing you.. it scares me.
scares me, what if.. there's no more you?
i cannot imagine. and i dont want to imagine. it only makes my heart cringe.

where are we? where are we heading? my heart is crying.
how many times have i dreamt of you.. happy dreams.. dreams where we were back to the same old us.. i am always so happy in my dreams..
but only to find that happiness short lived when i wake up.
reality then sinks in. and i will sigh. knowing that nothing has changed.

if you could see my heart.. if only you could..
despite where we are now, i still can say this.
that no one understands me the way you do.. and no one ever will.
i really miss you.

when will things resume?
if resume is not the word.. when will things start moving again?

and just so you know..
i am still very sorry.

i miss you..
terribly.

a new pet

2007-03-09T03:59:00.001Z

hey there!

maybe you would have noticed already.. that i have adopted ah hock as my pet! see there it is!! on the left hand side! haha..

you can click on it to make it squeal..
then click on the "more" to feed it!
try to make it roll in mud. haha, orite, it is indeed quite cute.

why the name ah hock?
named after a special someone. haha.

right, tt's all.

byebye!

first post in eons...

2007-03-05T18:41:00.000Z

woah! how long havent i posted? 1 month! all becoz IE7 was unable to load my page due to the old skin.. so i just neglected this blog for a while..

now, im back! stronger than ever~! with a NEW skin!! (i changed it by myself eib!!)

and i got tonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnes of photos to upload, so here goes~!

CHINESE NEW YEAR DAY 1

presenting to you the 2 couples that got married on the same day.. 29 years ago.. and erm, with my ah gong in the shot..

from right to left, my mama, papa, aunty, uncle..
and of course, don tell me you cannot tell the person right in front is my ah gong?
i personally think he is very cute in this shot. haha.

the brides..
and yes did you see the flowers?
i love them! haha. (yet another level of auntification in me)
me and zeebro went down to chinatown the night before and got them! comes with a nice vase too! and everyone who wanna take pic that day.. must make sure my flowers are taken together! hehe..

the grooms.. i think my papa is saying.. HEEEEEEEEEEE.. (the flowers!)

and next presenting their children!

me, zeebro and my cousins!

and next.. their better halves..

sangela.. or better known as ah ger.. with her husband, weiming.

zeebro! with weiling jiejie.. (with flowers!!)

carol with ivan! (and flowers again!)

and shirley or better known as ah meh.. with MUA FLOWERS!! WAHAHAHAHA..

next shot is the girls la.. supposed to 扮鬼脸...
but come on, u judge for urself..
only me and sangela did that successfully..

i put this picture up coz they are godma and god daughter. haha. and becoz i think they look very pretty tog.
and also becoz i like my bedroom wall. hehe. the only shot with no flowers.. =)

PLS: chinese new year day 2 photos another time k? wanna zzz. haha.

pos - point of saturation

2007-01-26T02:52:00.000Z

you know.. there are times when you just stare at your work and your work stares back at you in return and nothing is going into your head?

yes, that is what i termed POS - point of saturation.

i am so saturated. been at it for.. 7hours? im rather impressed with zee.

not tired.. not dying to sleep.. (though i know that i will still fall alseep if i go and lie down now..)

want to continue with my program.. but mann, progress is s~l~o~w..

i feel like a pentium 1.

it is time to take a break, but im yearning to do more for my program.

tomorrow it shall continue.

my journey to completion.

of my fyp.

meanwhile.. a random photo. haha.

right... haha, i think she makes my mouse look much cuter.
=D

this is for eib

2006-12-18T22:35:00.000Z

hello eib.

flying off tomorrow yeh?
a little something for you. hehe.

here goes, enjoy :)

haha, ya.. tt's all.
hehe, have a good trip.

my powerful cam phone

2006-11-23T00:06:00.000Z

was going to start muggin for friday's paper.. but was just browsing the recent pics taken with my handphone on the computer..

and once again, im amazed at my phone. love it.
but wouldn't mind upgrading to e K800i. hee.
i hope santa reads my blog too. haha.

~~gary's banana split...~~ (hmm, as i verbalised it, it doesnt sound very nice hor?)
orite, gary's order - The Banana Split.
hehe.

another view.. with some strawberry ice cream eaten. haha.

yob's s t r o n g recommendation - chicken salad, Oriental Style.
well, aint too bad. except that the chickin were a tad too "chewy"... not recommended for ppl wearing dentures.

another view. my favourite shot. hehe.

gary! a very natural shot. and i quote him.. "xiao tapered" haha.

yob.. check out the shoes! and the f u l l y buttoned top. oh well, fashion inspired by... the.. u noe la hur... hehe. he claims that the look will be completed with those kind of "duck-tongue" cap. not mesh cap. it's those artist kind. haha.
editor's note: perhaps a pair of big-celebrity-styled shades will do the trick too? hehe.

i said sui xing (free style) but tnggave me sui bian (anyhow). hmm.

orite, tt's all.
back to muggin.

BCD - My A Level Results

2006-09-16T02:09:00.000Z

what exactly do i want to blog about today?

i don really know what.. but i know i will..

God spoke to me at G12 tonight.

He surfaced the times i was preparing for my A levels.

it has been.. how long? erm... 4 years. it was in 2002.

what happened to me then?

i can never figure out what happened, and i still cannot figure out why God planned for things to happen that way..

mom was sharing that during her times, if God didnt intervene can cause not to enter biochem, she wouldn't be a teacher today. she would have been a biochemist.

it is miraculous how God shapes our paths and in the end, we come to realise that all things happen for a good cause, and the plans that He has will not harm us but are there to prosper us. but somehow when you are caught in the toss of everything, you tend to forget that God is there. and He is watching your each and every step. and we get caught up in just chasing and running around to fulfill all the commitments in our lives.

when the very thing that should be done is just to please Jesus our Lord.

so i started wondering, whr would i end up working? i know that it would only be then or maybe never then i would know why God gave me B-C-D for my A's.

the grades broke my heart.

in my mind.. i just keep thinking.. im ziyun. i used to do well for my studies.. though not topping the class.. what went wrong?

the truth is my occupation during my JC times was.. to play. period.

i didnt say no to play.. i seized any opportunity i had to skip school and go out.

i did study. i did mug. but it was just not enough.

when i got my results then, i was broken. i rmb gg to fifi's to meet the family.. everyone just got their grades.. i wasnt affected by them, but i rmb i started to drink more and more and before i knew it, i was crying. i was wailing.

what happened to ziyun?

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yes i went to uni.

and i thot i have alrdy put all those behind me.

but i guess im wrong.

the thot of it.. it still brings tears to my eyes.

how can i say, meaning it from the bottom of my heart, that i thank God for what happened then?

how?

but i know i will be able to do it one day. that's y God showed me all these during worship.

tng bought me a book recently.. it is titled..

"Be Patient, God Isn't Finished With Me Yet"

and the back of the book says this...

"...It's about making room in your life for change by forgetting past mistakes and stumbles..."

past mistakes and stumbles..

God, how come i just cannot let go of those? why am i so hard on myself?

i want to put everything down at the foot of the cross. and really believe that you caused all these to happen for a good reason.

of course you did, but i just cannot convince myself on that.

i am WIP. . . .

work in progress.

how can i not blog??

2006-09-02T16:47:00.000Z

i thot i wont be blogging any more tonight.
but as i looked thru the pics, i really cannot stand the thot of not blogging. haha, so here goes.

look at fifi's face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
c l a s s i c
HAHAHHAHA, i simply lurrrrrrrrrve it.

oh well, some background.
awesome4 gathers to chill a lil at the infamous grapevine.
haha, hmm...........
after much consideration, i decided to still post up the rest of the pics.
coz i look..................
ewwwwwwwwwwww~~.......................

see my hair!!
i quote tng.. very jacky cheung 70's hairstyle. ewwwwwwwwwww~
well, i cant do anything abt it there.. so the next pic is...

our kok taos~!
to avoid taking fringe. hahaha.
just bathe la, so if hair out of shape means will be out of shape. hahhaa.

then on the way back.. at the overhead bridge...

fifi........
don jump!
whatever it is, we can sort it out!

nah, what were you thinking??
we are talking about professionalism here!
taking pics! wooh, cool!
Cars on the flyover!
and yes her hair is damn cool.

when fifi whipped out her cam to take the pics.....
the very unoriginal eib followed suit. hahahahahhaa.
and see the person behind?...
no camera. so just be bei hou ling lo. hahahaha.
(for the benefit for the chinese illiterate.. bei hou ling - the spirit behind)

finally some involvement.. haha. coz eib realised that a PHONE camera can never beat a proper one?
haha, gave up and took humans instead.
and u can see fifi still very hardworking behind. haha.

and i decided to join them, hahahha...

then we went home.
and.....................................
guess who we met on the way home???
oh my goodness!!!
hahahaha.................................
someone i lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to bits....................................

MY DEAREST ELEPHANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*muack muack*
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~!!

post note: pls scroll down for earlier entry.

First A4's photo taking contest

2006-09-02T15:15:00.000Z

presenting to you...

First A4 Photo Taking Contest.

participants ...

contestant A - pack freak
contestant B - food freak
contestant C - sleep freak

contestants' names are kept confidential in fear of being head hunted to be photgraphers.

judge - fifi

judge's name is revealed so that she can be head hunted. hehe.

and so here it goes..

Category 1 - Food

contestants are only allowed to use whatever was offered to them. in this case, they are the basket (with only 1 french fry in it), and 3 saucers. or better known as teats. they can arrange them in any order, as they please and take the shot. to ensure fairness, only 1 camera was used. generously sponsored by zee, her sony ericsson k750i. with macro function. (hurhurhur~) contestants are only allowed 1 try, if pic is blur, or hands are shaky... then too bad.

so presenting to you...

contestant A's...

well, i personally find it quite nice. =D

next up, we have contestant B's...

well, i think the french fry is a lil odd... but then again, we are talking about art here.

oki, now we have contestant C's...

blur! haha. but as the rule states, blur.. also too bad. better luck next time contestant C!

now... let's see the masterpiece of the judge before we reveal the results of round1.

there you have it! the contestant forgot they could stack the stuff and do whatever they wanted. haha.
and now... the exciting moment that everyone is waiting for.
the winner of this competition...
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contesant B with the odd fry~~
weird hur, but judge is judge.
her words are final.
feeling a lil down, contestant A and C petitioned for another round! and hence the start of round 2!

*ding ding ding*

Category 2 - Hoeegarden

this time round, contestants are given a hoeegarden bottle. and that was all. the 1 shot and shaky hand rule still applies.

first up, we have contestant A...

ah huh~ not too bad~ trying to use the curry favour (not fLAvour) technique. and yes, that is the judge in the background.

ok, don waste time, we have contestant B's next...

wooh! we see improvements...

oki now, contestant C's...

ahh~~ we see improvements again. haha.

orite. let's take a look at fifi's...

yeh, i guess that's y she's the judge?
it is always sth beyond what normal ppl can comprehend. (read: fifi is abnormal, hahah)

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contestant A!!
yeah! curry favour works! haha.

and so there we have it, First A4 photo taking contest.
better luck next time contestant C!

missing A4.

2006-08-25T00:19:00.000Z

MANN!
i seriously miss us..

i think i know what is wrong.

2006-08-06T23:06:00.000Z

i think i know what is wrong.

much as i want to give off my best for my final lap in uni... i don want to go back to school.

and it is tmr... where i have to start going back to school everyday, worrying about tutorials and tests...

all these wouldn't be so bad....

if i have a fren with me.

i don't.

i mean i want a friend... someone who really cares.. not just someone who you can go to school with for the sake of companionship.

i tried.

i really did try to make the friendship work. but somehow, it seems like it isnt meant to be.

i know i can be independent.

i know i can manage by myself. but i know it would be better if i have a fren.

it is my final year. i am truly worried.

i don't know why but this time round, i really feel very uneasy.

i don't want this to start. i don't want to do badly. God. how?

or rather... God, help.

from the start of this year.. it has been awesome.

attachment for 6 months was heaven. i remembered i said that i was looking forward to attachment becoz i wanted a break from all the studying. and i would go back to my final year after my attachment, all ready and recharged to make my final dash.

but life was too good. and i don't want it to stop. i don't want to go back to school.

after attachment, my life was packed with church activities. i guess i have been having too much fun. i can't bring myself to settle my heart now.

i wanted to call you tng.. i dialled ur number.. but didnt press the call button.

i think i want to learn to grow up.

i want to do this with God.

i want to be strong.

expensive fried rice

2006-07-13T00:12:00.000Z

tuesday... 11th July...

"...we're fasting lunch as a cell every wed, means no solid food nor flav drinks, oni water for 7 hrs afer breakfast..."

got this sms from mom on tuesday night...

the next day, i went to visit a fren in the hospital with tng, faith and germ. it was almost dinner time and so apparently, we were famished, having fasted the afternoon.

since we were in SGH, we were looking forward to the abundant good food in chinatown! woohoo~ shiok mann. yah, the chinatown complex has got tonnes of good food, but due to renovation, they shifted to a makeshift food centre. pretty warm. but nvm, food was all that matters! haha.

so you could guess the 3 of us (excluding germ) were walking around the food centre.. it was crowded but thankfully, we found seats.

tng could only eat later because she started fasting later.. so faith and i went to buy our food. finally, i decided to eat fried rice. haha. but told the lady that i want the bean-sprout-salted-fish version.

and.. this was what happened.

faith came back with her noodles with beef.. and i waited.. close to 20 minutes for my fried rice.

an old uncle came and placed 2 pairs of chopsticks and spoons on the table.

*weird, i thot im eating alone?.. and erm.. i didnt order for a large plate right? so small still expect 2 ppl to share?? weird...*

the old uncle came with my fried rice.. and it wasnt the bean-sprount-salted-fish version. it was the normal one. in my mind, i was like... aiya, anything la, im very hungry. so i passed him 3 bucks.

he looked bewildered. but chose to walk back to his stall.

then he came back and started to speak in cantonese! so fast i couldnt understand a single thing. thank God for faith, who is a cantonese.

apparently, he asked if i wanted the bean-sprout-salted fish..

i didnt mind not having it.. could just make do with the normal one.

he went away and came back again, saying it was cooked half-way..

so no choice i had to take it. and poor tng.. she had to take one of the plates of rice. (she was craving for chicken rice... coz the fren we visited had chicken rice for dinner)

and so tng...
closed her eyes...
gave thanks for the food..
opened her eyes...
took ONE bite..
before the uncle came back.. with the other plate. it was...

bean sprout and salted fish.

no rice.

so tng had to give the rice back to me and go and get her food.

wait, the story hasnt ended..

i gave the uncle 10 bucks... waiting for my 4 bucks change.

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the change never did come.

faith went with me to ask about it.. coz i cant speak cantonese.

guess what.

yah.. everything cost 10 bucks!!!!!!!! oh my goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

i have never eaten such expensive bean sprouts before!!! wahhhhhhhhh~

heartache!!!!

ache si wo!!!

in case u think i tmust have been very nicely cooked and presented...

here is how it actually looks.. (the spoon beside is to show the proportion)

and let me present to you.. the set meal of the century...

combo F. ( @S$10.00/= )
Fried rice with salted Fish and bean sprouF. (no, sprouF isnt a typo, im just trying to make it have an 'F'... k, lame. hah)

sad si me and tng.

(trying hard not to armh-jhio)

faith was the only happy one.. haha..

i think tng was the most poor thing.. haha. coz she was eating my rice? ONE mouthful.. and then no more. haha. she went to buy chicken rice.. but.... it was........................... disappointing too.

and so, as 2 out of 3 of us were disasatisfied beings, we decided to cheer ourselves up by eating ah balling. and we picked the traditional stall, though we were sitting right infront of a "trendy" dessert stall. trendy coz got many many kinds of dessert.

i went to get it.

and i think i jinxed the food.

have you ever seen ah balling in clear soup?? my goodness!!! it is like wanton soup~!!! aiyoyo!~

we were so sad! ok fine, i was VERY SAD.

and hence, we started to walk along to hunt for greener pastures somewhere else.

we walked to smith street.. and hurhurhur.. we found the REAL ah balling. ok, real to me at least.. must have peanut soup la!! hahaa..

we ordered a bowl to share..

ahh, yes.. ah balling COMPLETE with peanut soup..

within 6 minutes, everything was gobbled down..

ahh~ yes.. satisfaction. haha.

I WANT TO BE BAPTISED

2006-07-02T00:05:00.000Z

I WANT TO BE BAPTISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD, I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rockyou.com - trying out..

2006-07-01T20:01:00.000Z

1 week of updates..

2006-06-27T01:24:00.000Z

heyhey!

i have got so much to blog about! and im so excited about it because.. i got pictures to post up too!! haha.. and how come i got pictures??

coz i got a new phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the K750i!
yeah yeah yeah!

i totally love this phone.. though it has been around for sometime and now i have it!! hehe. : )

oki.. now, let me update in a chronological order. haha..

i hope i can remember.. lol..

16th june.. a friday.

this was the cake my colleagues got for me and kim (my IA friend) apart from the KFC treat.
so chocolaty!! my goodness.. it is from awfully chocolate. how apt. :D
the cake was finger licking good! as you can probably see from the pic, the chocolate is.. PhwaH. nice. period.

my last day of IA.. actually i thought i have become very steady.. ha, ie wont cry la. but.. i did! kim's fault! she started crying and before we knew it, we were both sobbing in the room. haha. abit embarassing, but well, i guess Omron really made our 6 months attachment wonderful. thankew my fellow colleagues, though u guys might not read this, but im really thankful for your frenship.. and all the fun! : ) if the chance arises, i WOULD go back there and join u guys!

had DG at tng's house.
worship was.................................
amazing.

it was God.

the guitarist is the same, our voices were the same.. but the spirit was so strong. God.. let that happen all the time k? : )

u might question.. how come we were at tng's house? and not at our usual place - char's? she went japan for mission trip (yes! you read that right, japan for mission! good eh?) and was coming back to singapore that night.. and so.. what's left of ruth's tribe was going to pick her up! haha. our little sheryl was not banned from going, coz it would be too late.

so only me, tng, huihui and of course, mom.. went.

well.. i wasnt prepared to pick char up, so i was dressed in my lok kok outfit.. coz i only stay a stone's throw away from tng. had to find tng's clothes for me to wear.. and ya, correct, tng is skinny. so.. i wore her polo and my sports shorts. my hair was bunned up and i was in specs.

in a nutshell, i looked terrible. but what the heck! haha. just go la.

that's mom, huihui and tng..

and tng and me. well, she was staring at her huge account balance figure on the ATM. :D

haha.. when char came out.. our "interaction" with her was a brief affair. haha. well, i guess it would usually be like that.. the traveller would probably be too tired to go and chill. haha.

and so, the "pickers" went to chill! haha.

tng and huihui!

and mom and... well, i decided to censor myself. haha. if u really wanna see, tag! so i know who actually reads my blog. hmm.. wonder if it is a wise choice.. what if my readership is a miserable.. 3? haha.. nvm..

yep, and so we were at mac's.. eating, talking nonsense, chilling.. well, basically having a really good time together. : )
only went home at.. 1 plus i think..

17th june.. saturday..

the next day was WWW with the PsC! haha.

me and ah lao! in case u think otherwise, we are not together. haha, but there have been claims that this pic is rather misleading. haha. he is happily married to his gf in aust. :D

well, i just realised the pics i took with my phone are quite limited. haha. so this is erm.. the 3 of us! liying didnt join us at WWW. so what's left of the gals were me, tng and jingmei..

on our way to compasspoint, tng attempted to kiss yong'an. opps, did i really type that?

and tng at starbucks! where we chilled. she in her birthday present? isnt it so nice? and the msg cant be any sweeter. haha. :D
tng, next time we wear ours out together to do our 7000 smiles? HAHa.

18th june, sunday...

sunday! my favourite day of the week apart from G12 mtgs on fridays. hehe.
we celebrated tng's birthday after service! albeit very belated..

yep, this is a glimpse of ruth's tribe.. not completed though.

tng is happy with the cake! coz there is no kiwi! haha.

tng is blowing out the candles!
(hmm, why so many photos of tng?)

23rd june.. friday..

also gathered with fifi, germy, tng and eib in that week. haha..

that's tng and germy! we had dessert at dome in shaw after dining in cine. in case u think that they are very happy after eating their dessert.. they are not. what we had at dome was really disappointing.. except mine! haha, my banana split was yummy.

oh, the photos got this effect coz i set it!
once again, i must proclaim, i love my phone!! haha.

see, im so happy! :D

ahh, eib tried to kiss fifi. haha.

according to tng, shots of me and fifi are very ai4 mei4..
got meh??

24th june, saturday..

the next day.. i went to grace's house! grace is one of my colleagues at omron.. and because she is a fabulous cook and just shifted house, she invited us to her house. so we are the first few guests in there! us as in me, kim and jon, vel, huiling.

her house is like BIG can? haha. i mean it is rare to find a big house in the land of sengkang. haha. i could somersault in the house. hehe. :D though i was wearing a skirt. but nvm la, all gals. haha.

that's grace and kim.. in the kitchen.. (durl~)

this cake looks like the first cake on this entry right? haha. different brands. this is by secret recipe..
but my goodness, huiling really buys good food!! the chocolate really makes my heart melt.
and i think my colleagues think im a pig..

they gave me a huge slice! my goodness..
and in case u cant tell what the yellow bits are.. they are bananas!!!
(previous entry: "...banana and chocolate make the best combination...")
wah, i was so touched i actually cried.

k la, bluff u wan.
hehe.

yeh, and later that night.. we went to pick huimin up from the airport! my other sis that went for misson trip.. :D
and like before when we went to pick char.. the traveller went home after giving each of us a hug..
and we the "pickers" went to chill again! hahahah.
wah, this cant keep going on.. if not the "pickers" will all put on weight.
coz we went to mac's again.
this time round with ai kit too.

we were.... ermm.... playing with our camera phones! hahah.. trust me, i think the whole mac's wanted to slaughter us. we were really noisy.. haha.
but what the heck! we were having alot alot alot of fun.

this is mom.. don be deceived by her gentle look in this pic!! :D hahahaaaaaa.. hey mom, thanks for all that u have done. love u mann~!

this is ai kit! my sis that nv fails to serve as a source of encouragement me when i feel very tired of running the race..
welcome to ruth's tribe :D

huihui refuses to be photgrpahed.. coz she wants to be "mei mei" first. haha..
and so.. that leaves us with tng. who LOVES to take photos..
let's see..

well, she finally got this right.

she likes doing this kind of thing..
i wanted to bluetooth her, she say dont want.
i say in that case, i delete.. she say dont want.
she wants it kept in my phone..
what the??????
so tng, now u see.. u want u better save.. i am going to delete it from my phone.

k, ladies and gentlemen..
for the funniest moment of the century..
i present to u...

the TNGminator!!!
ahhahhahahhahahha.. we love this pic of u dear!!
and it happens to be ur caller picture in my phone.. in our whole DG.. haha.. so when u call..
haha, we laugh. :D

this photo...
erm...
to showcase what my phone can do. teehee. :D
at this point in time, im getting quite tired loading the pics.. *yawn*

and so.. we were there.. playing and playing and laughing and laughing.
having fun is such good therapy..
finally went home at 2 plus..

realised this entry alot of pics.. haha.. not much thoughts..

on the contrary.. God is doing alot in me. showing me stuff that i have never known of..
this verse, i will hold dearly.. to my heart.

"For i know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11

thank you for making me.. me.

p/s: welcome back huimin!

i permed my hair!

new experiences

2006-06-04T01:17:00.000Z

this week..

has been so eventful.

did things that i have not done before.. haha, new experiences. cool~ : )

number one..

i have never eaten so much ice cream in a week before. wah~ so sinful!! i think of all the fats... i really keep sighing..

but when you are eating it, somehow that thought gets buried elsewhere. ahaha.

last wed, i met up with a fren, who happens to be the fren that introduced me to this brand of ice cream.. yeh.. ben and jerrys.. oh yah, his name is d -u- rian. lol.

we bought one pint and finished it together~ omg.. usually people eat ice cream in cones.. but it is like a PINT? oh mann.. but anyway, that aside.. it was delicious. flavour was chunky monkey. banana with walnut and chocolate chunks. yummilicious. banana and chocolate is the best combination ever. haha.. to market that into ice cream is even better
haha.. : ) nice.

and u think it would end here?

then on fri.. we were supposed to meet for a movie.. and because there was time to kill, we bought another pint of it~ albeit a different flavour.. strawberry cheesecake. WAH~ EVEN NICER~!!!!!!! haha... it is really good stuff. u get strawberry ice cream with real strawberries in it and this thing called the graham cracker swirl.. it is the base of the cheesecake. wah~ so nice so nice! haha. but it was TOO frozen la.. became very icy, not milky. but it was still nice, so i imagine the not icy one.. wooh.. n.i.c.e
hehe.. i think i have typed alot of "nice".. aiyaa, u get the point ya? hehe..

and today is saturday.. met up with the cluster camp commitee to discuss about camp.. and after dinner.. desert was........... BEN AND JERRYS ICE CREAM AGAIN~! haha. and i thot i was going to be so sick of it.. but mann, im wrong. haha.. we still ate chunky monkey.. but donno why it tasted nicer this time round.. maybe because it didnt melt that as much as the first time..

i think next time when i see ben and jerrys ice cream i will so link it to cluster camp planning. haha. memories. haha..

number two..

today...................................................

i played the electric guitar~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIOK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry i hafta keep exclaiming, but what the heck, this is MY blog. haha...

now i can tell the whole world, i can play shepherd.. though.. erm.. just... a ... few... line... hhaa.. but it is so cool!! strap the guit around.. look so zai.. haha.. every little touch on the strings produce some sound on their own.. so no matter how much you donno how to play.. you still feel so good mann! haha.. and i jammed with the band that played shepherd..

ok la, i jammed with the CD..

ok, fine. i played a few lines with the CD.

ok.. a few notes.

haha, it has been an awesome week.. i mean with all the new experiences.. life has so much more to be explored. haha.

Thank God for each and every little thing that has happened in my life..

"Take me deeper.. deeper in love with you.."

what a incoherent entry. lol.

captivating...

2006-05-22T00:34:00.000Z

how should i start this entry..

or rather.. what should i write about?..

everytime im not on this entry page, i got so much that goes thru my mind.. and so much to want to blog about, but when i really sit and down and wanna type stuff out, there is always a block. weird.

.. sleepy..

this thing keeps ringing in my mind. so im going to blog it down.

captivating..

someone said my eyes are captivating.

alot of ppl say they are big.. but captivating? that's new.

it certainly did put a smile on my face.

thank you.

do you missssssssssss me?

2006-05-18T01:22:00.000Z

i................. am......................... back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stronger than ever!

HAHA.

oki, i know i have been missing in action for soooooooooooooo loooong, but well, have been so busy with attachment, church, family, tuition.. busy but fulfilling! and lappie was gone for some time too, hence the lack of entries.. well, i don even blog alot to begin with.. lol.

yep, so what shld i write about...

recent happenings.

i think i have fallen so deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeply in love.

with who, you may ask..

haha, i shall keep the suspense and not say it.

i am so captivated by Him, by His will and His way... at how He plans for things to happen... and how He has caused me to be the way i am...

i love you so much...........

God. yes GOD!! wo ai ni~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

yep, that's Him, my lord, my saviour, my all in all. : )

sometimes when i am alone and walking along the streets... when i remember that i have God, i start smiling to myself and praising the Lord. serious man, it is great joy having the Lord in my life... i know that my life is in control, in His control to be exact.

my life is a winning race, so what am i afraid of? : )

yep, a few updates... if you have been reading the past few entries of my blog, you would know that im having a good time at attachment, and that im hoping to do my final year project with them.. it is called the ISP - Industry Sponsered Project.

guess what? i got it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HALLELUJAH~! : ) praise the Lord.. so i will be in touch with Omron for some time.. a year?
and hopefully they hire me as an engineer. hehe.

went for encounter camp about.. one month back? no, more than that.. and i experienced the holy laughter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aahahhahahah, oh my God. you know, you just keep laughing and it jus doesn't stop, haha, now even as i think back about it, i still feel this tinge of happiness in my heart. hehe. the holy spirit is real, and it lives in me, and i know it is communicating with me everyday, every minute, every second.

"... i love you holy spirit, you're captivating my soul..."

oh no, this entry is going to be "jumpy" again... you know, just a random chain of happenings.. haha.. nvm la, right? heh.

recently, i have been serving God actively... in the camp commitee, in being the vocalist for worship... i donno man, it feels really great. running around for God.. sacrificing my time, spending extra money on cab rides just to ensure i get to TCT in time for rehearsal... great.

haha, to be honest, i dont know how to continue.. coz there's like alot of things inside me... rushign to be typed out.. hah.. but the time is horribly late..

which means i must go to bed already.

so i shall go think out my thoughts before i come back and blog again.

stay tuned folks. : )

your treasures are in heaven.

2006-03-23T00:17:00.000Z

alot of things in me.

time flies.

4 weeks have passed with me having to serve in the hospitality team (HT) in church.

i cant say it was great. coz i don have alot to do. in fact, it was rather slack.

it didnt feel like i served.

sometimes i wonder if im born to labour all my life. haha. u know in chinese it is called lao lu ming.

as you are reading this, maybe you are thinking.. zee leh! so slack, how can it be?

but i realise that.. all these times that i have been working in Omron.. i was always craving for more work. and more work. i didnt like the idea of being free.

so grace asked me.. "aye, you lao lu ming is it?"

that was how it occurred to me. maybe in areas that im passionate about... ha.

so i realised i like responsibilities. and the more responsibilities i have, the better i perform. weird. but true.

so back to my hospitality team duty.. i didnt feel like i did much.. as compared to the other leaders.. but i thank God..

that i was given this chance to serve, albeit in a small way.

that i was give the opporunity to know more people. and know them better.

that i learnt that when you serve, you don't choose where to serve. Where God calls me, i go. period.

sometimes.. i get blinded by wanting to perform.. to gain the favour of human.

then God will remind me.. what for?

your treasures are stored in heaven.

i rmb one occasion.. my IA fren, kim, was very very stressed up at work. so as she was sharing her burden with me, she started tearing..

after work, soon leng msged me and asked me how she was.. so i explained and stuff, and said she will be fine.. yadah yadah..

and soon leng's one message.. brought me all the way down.

"she will be fine i think.. she's quite bright..."

immediately i thought.. what about me?

i was sad. so i asked God.. to take that feeling away from me..

then He reminded me..

why do you want the recognition from other people? isnt it enough that i know?

i felt so much better at once. thank God.

and there was another time.. when serving in the HT.. one pastor came past me and my team.. and asked one of my gals for her name.. and then he said.. "XXX, good. very good.."

and sigh, i got that feeling again. what about me? im the leader somemore.. : (

then i rmb what God said.

please God. and no one else.

im learning. more and more about myself.

God bless me.. to be a blessing to all around me. : )

pls: reading xiaxue's blog makes me wanna go on a cruise!!!!!!!!!

im so happy. coz im so blessed.

2006-03-19T22:30:00.000Z

so many things have been happening.

thinking..
how should i blog everything down? i think if i report every single event, you guys would be bored to tears. haha. but then.. i think.. i will put down whatever i want to, afterall, it is my blog. haha. : )

G12 conference has finished!

i rmb what mom said one year.. that she was very disappointed by a past G12 conference because she expected to hear something new.. but then the sessions that were taught were what she heared before. and likewise, the G12 conference this year.. many stuff were repeated.. but the way that God touches and speaks, it is very refreshing each time. it is so new.. and the feeling is great.

and what i took home from the conference this year.. it finally sank into me.. that we are to serve the nations. it is not a cliche.. it is real. the people out there.. the people that havent even heard about God.

and God.. i really want to go on a mission trip this year.

where?
when?
how?

God.. i know you will tell me.

i am really experiencing the happiest times of my life now. at least that is what i feel. God.. thank you.

everyday, i look forward to work. i never overslept, i leave house earlier and earlier day by day so that i can reach the office earlier to do my work. i look at my watch only to feel a twinge of sadness when i see that 515pm is coming.

my saturdays, i sleep in. and try as far as possible to spend time with my family.

and my weekends are better. i go to church. and i get to meet God. everytime.

i am really so happy.. God, thank you thank you thank you.

i know that you are slowly revealing my future to me. and as i look back at my past, i know that God.. you took care to craft it the way you want it.. so that i am prepared for what is to come.

when i go back to school in august this year, it will be the start of my final year. and of course, the milestone would be the so-major-and-crucial final year project.

i have been giving much thought to it.. thinking about.. who should i partner with? which NTU tutor? what project?

alot of question marks.. alot of unknowns.. unknowns that i cannot solve myself.

then lo and behold, God blessed me.

to give you a little bit of background.. there are a few kinds of final year projects. ok, 5 to be exact.

the most common one is when students browse through the projects available and approach the tutor who is in charge of the project. so there and then, it would be confirmed and the student would work under the NTU tutor.

there is another kind that is called ISP - Industry Sponsered Project. as you can tell from the name, it has to do with the industry. for this kind of project, i would have to source for my own company, approach them to create a project for me to undertake. or to take on an existing one. and the company would then submit the proposal to NTU and wait to see if there would be any NTU tutor that would be interested to take it up.

the rest not important.. ahaha.. coz i want to undetake an ISP! with omron! the company that i am currently attached to.

then at the back of my mind, i started thinking.. will they want me? im not exactly the smartest kid around.. and would they want me sticking with them for another year?

so i prayed. and asked God to bless me. with favour.

then i went up to my attachment supervisor.. and told him about it. and he said, he cannot make any decisions.. coz it must go through the managerial level.

wah! nervouss~!! when he went to speak to the manager whom i am directly under.. i was saying to God.. God, help help help. and i was crossing my fingers.

then soon leng (my IA supervisor) came back. and grinned his grin.

God just blessed me with a company! and to make things better, it was the company that i am so happy working for.

i was so happy. really so happy.

i went to the toilet. closed the door. and couldnt stop smiling and thanking God.

the next thing was to to wait to see if any tutors from NTU would respond to the proposal.

so soon leng asked me.. what about your NTU attachment tutor?

i went to check.. and guess what, that professor is from the division of communications. and my nature of the project? needless to say.. it is communications. double blessing.

and i also found out that my form tutor (the tutor that is like my form teacher in school) is also from the division of communicatiosn. and he is one real nice old man. if my attachment tutor isnt interested in the project, i still got him to contact! triple blessing.

then i saw my favourite professor's picture. he was also from the division of communications!! WAH GOD~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! quadruple blessing.

thank you LEHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!

im so sorry if you find this entry so irrelevant to you.. haha..

all in all, im just thanking God la. : )

tmr is week 10 of my attachment.. it is the week that my NTU tutor will come over to omron to access me.

so.. pls pray~!! haha, thank you. the accessment is of HEAVY weightage. i may be good and stuff at work on normal days.. but if i fail to impress on the day he visits, im as good as dead.

but i know that.. im just gonna relax. and leave it to God.

my future is in God's hands. so.. why worry?

im running a winning race.

haha, im contradicting myself.

more like im pyschoing myself.

breathe in.. breathe out.

ok, it is all going to be fine. : )

right and gals.. haha, we shld go and chill at the hongkong cafe in kovan. the yuan yang is nice! : )

everyone, pls be fine! love you~~~~!!!!!!

ktveeeeeeeee. i so love to sing.

2006-03-04T10:27:00.000Z

as the date drew nearer, my heart beat faster everytime i think about it. the butterflies in the stomach got more... and they flew at greater speed..

but last night when i went to bed, there was smile etched on my face.

and this morning when i woke up, the smile was still there.

you know something?

im really happy. : )

i know it may just be a very casual contest and stuff, but im still really happy. : )

there were 7 contestants and we had to sing on the stage in the room. surprisingly, i was more nervous in Kpubs then in front of everyone..

and so we sang. i was number 5, after me, is xiao xin. he is good. except that he likes to do imitating instead of singing using his real voice. he did an andy lau.. woah. HA.

oh yeh, just in case u are wondering, i didnt sing "ni ba wo guan zui". i never practise that and so for a competition, i should do what i do best right? so i did my safest - xie yi shou ge. HAHA. it doesnt go wrong : ) yeah!

and very quickly when everyone finished, the judges (ie the audience) had to give their vote. there were 12 votes to be taken... so when they were done, the votes were read out in front of everyone. HAH, it felt like survivor! cept that when your name is called.. it is something good. heh.

first vote - joy (yeah!)
2nd vote - adrian aka xiao xin
3rd vote - irene
4th vote - roger
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in the end, xiao xin got 4 votes..
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so in other words...
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i got first!!!!!!!!!! YEAH~!!!!! THANK GOD! : ) hehe..
and so i got $150! haha. but then it is NTUC vouchers la.. more practical i guess.. haha. i was happy! but i think zeemama would be happier! thank God for this blessing.

then still got lucky draw somemore.. and i got another $50! haha, so in total i received $200 worth of NTUC stuff. : ) hehe. (as im typing this, im suddenly reminded about the free one year supply of rice that i "won".. (-_-)''')

and that was how it went la.. haha. singing was great on stage. but when u sing without pressure, it is soooooooooooooo much better. coz after that i sang ni ba wo guan zui.. and mann~! i shld have done that song. haha.

oh yah, before i went to Kbox after work, i was talking to my supervisor - soon leng. and so i said..

me: "eh, u know who the judges are today?"
he: "er, donno.. who?"
me: "audience.. " (then i shot him the look coz i have been psychoing him to go since the beginning of time... and he is still not going.)
he: "oh..........." (and he grinned..)

then at Kbox.. i got an sms from him.. haha.

"gd luck 4 e contest, pls shw tis vote to e audience /( " )/ "

cute right? my sup.. HAHa..

and so when i won, i msged u gals.. and him.. and im getting a free lunch on monday. HAHA. : )

i think u gals shld know about my attempts in the past to sing in public. ie in front of ppl i don really know. all started with AJ guitar concerts.. i rmb. 3 times and for ALL, i couldnt sing because i would always have a last min sore throat. then came the audition thingy at heerens.. also bad.

then i made up my mind. i think God is showing his disapproval.. so i shld just sing in my happy little corner.. with u gals at KTV (when we have our own concerts, HAHa) and maybe.. in my bathroom.

so this time round.. before it started, i told God..

God, if i don have a sore throat this time now and nothing conks up.. i take it as an OK..

and i won. : )

my colleagues said.. join superstar! HAHA.. actually, i also want. but in the back of mind, i know.. that there are soooooooooooooooooooooo many ppl out there who can sing so well. but do i really want to be a superstar if i can? i don't know..

but in all cases, i told them if i ever join, they must vote for me. haha. they naturally agreed. : )

then TC came to talk to me.. he asked me.. why don't you try singing at mu chuan? that one...... i know i REALLY WANT!

you know.. having your own stage, singing away.. it's like being a singer.. minus the celebrity part.. it's great. it's really great.

but, where and how do i get started?

life right with God...

2006-02-22T20:27:00.000Z

Last week was one Godly week. Haha.

Sanctification was from Tuesday to Friday and tabernacle followed on Saturday and of course there was service on… Sunday.

Woah. Very time consuming but there was not a single minute wasted. Coz every minute there was every minute spent with God. : )

How great…

You know I always have this worry… that God… why can’t I feel you? Why can’t I hear from you?

So before tabernacle, I even thought that I wanted to fast. Coz I’m really dying… dying to hear from God.

And I guess God knows my desire.

I heard God, loud and clear when I was in the tabernacle.

It was awesome, smashing. And you won’t know this feeling until you have a feel of it yourself.

And I guess what tng said was right, my life is right… right with God. And God will then be right beside me. Thank you God.

And I was just thinking that I won’t go for the RL tribe meeting this Saturday… coz last week was quite bad, as in between me and my parents. Busy nights and weekends… they weren’t too happy. Or rather to be exact, they weren’t happy at all. So I thought, hmm, I won’t go for the meeting. Since it’s the most “miss-able” thing. And guess what…

Last night I got an sms…

Sarah asked if I was available to be a vocalist this sat for the meeting.

God… is… so… smart.

Would I give this a miss?

Of course not.

So there He has it, im going for the meeting.

And I’m so excited… coz I will be serving God in my favourite area. Singing!

God thanks a lot. I’m really very happy.

updates

2006-02-22T00:03:00.000Z

GOD. can u hear me?
IM SHOUTING.
THANK YOU GOD~!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH~!!

aHH.. u wont believe this, but so far, im having the best part of my life in NTU.

when i went in as a freshie in 2003, it didnt feel like a good start alrdy.. reason being.. i was.. all... a.l.o.n.e. everyone was in NUS.

had a lot of problems. with schoolwork.. then came the part of life when i was challenged in the area of frens. that i cant forget. but can forgo.

and when i knew IA was coming, i was alrdy thinking.. die la... sure die. given my personality, i would dread going, but i cant miss IA as and when i want to (unlike pon-ning in school) coz i MUST produce MC. there was no such thing as an off day (though i hardly had any in school too) and there was no such thing as a late day.

everyday is going to be a standard 8 to 5 kind of thing..

but guess what..

im loving every single minute im there.

not because of the ppl or place or stuff like that.. (of course they do matter la) but mainly because... this job.. makes me work my mind.. all the time. and when i get sth, it is as though i birth a child.

sense of satisfaction? priceless...

just when i thought im going to give up being an engineer in my life..

well, God i guess u are still showing me stuff ya.

im waiting. : )

with anticipation...

my IA so far..

2006-02-09T21:20:00.000Z

heyye everyone! hehe. :)

today is thursday, tmr is the deadline for my fortnight IA report! haha, and guess what, my book is still empty. yes i know, i deserve to be shot. haha. but then again, i wanna blog this out since im soooooooo eggcited about it mann. :) teehee. opps eib. haha.

yesterday was the annual Omron chinese new year dinner, u know.. loh-hae. yeh, it was at spring court, yong3 chun1 yuan2. looks really established and stuff, we got the biggest room, but......... food...... was just........... a-ok. in fact, i dont think it is very nice, though it's all the good stuff.

anyway, that's not the point. haha.

the point is.. there was a ktveeee system in the room. hehe. and the MD said we should have a ktv contest. haha. got prizes!! mann!!

1st - $120
2nd - $80
3rd - $40

HAHA, quite cool eh? then u know.. u know.. u know.. im s.h.y. haha. so i decided to just casually ask my colleague.. aye, u wanna sing not? haha. so she said.. ok. haha. so we 3 girls decided to do a SHE. haha. we were called.. JIG. HAHA.

J for Joy.
I for Irene.
G for Grace.

haha, lame. i came up with it.

we sang.. superstar! haah, and i sang a small bit. HA. shy mahhhh~...

of course we didnt win.. haha, the judging criterion were... well, abit.. unusual.. haha. it was all in the name of fun.. if u wanna know, ask me. haha. but anyway, the person whom i thot shld win first didnt. he got third. yep, he is the guy that looks like xiaoxin from Holland V. yu hong zhi, correct?

but anyway, to my delight, there was going to be a proper ktveeee contest held on the 3rd of march! haha..

and today, xiaoxin-lookalike asked me to sing duet with him!!! haha.. happy, coz they say.. i...sing... nice.... haha. alamak, pasieh.

but anyway, the point is.. im very eggcited! haha. am thinking of what song to sing.

HAHA.

k la, that's all, im gg to start on my report. haha.

so far, IA has been rather good. :)

THANK you.. GOD.

happy birthday eib

2006-01-20T23:30:00.000Z

this is a very important entry..
no one should miss it..
especially that someone..
ok? clear?
now.. follow these steps very very very closely..

stand up.

put your hands on your waist.

turn to your right, then left. do this for 5 times.

next, put your hands up, and stretch yourself.

breathe in, breathe out.

ok, done all these?

now, sit down.. take a deep breath before you proceed. (im serious)

make sure you sit up right, with a good reading posture... because what you are going to read is very very very important. ok, get it?

have i already said that this is a very important entry?

ok ar.. important ar.. f.o.c.u.s..

eileen lim yiling.

you there?

yes, you!

happy 22nd birthday to you!

haha.. oh my god.. i just turned 21 about one month ago and there you go, celebrating your 22nd birthday. woah.. haha..

you know.. i was just thinking.. i knew you back in... 1997? that's almost ten yrs ago! mann.. haha.. what im going to say, maybe i have already told you many times before.. but just bear with me ok? the fact that i keep remembering it shows that it really impacted me very greatly.. hhaa..

1997.. sec one..
why you don like me? HAHA.. i mean, i only know this from hero la.. though i donno the reason then, donno the reason now, and wouldn't wanna know the reason. hah, i think you have forgotten it.. thank God for your short memory. haha. (ppl always don like me at first.. WHY?? haha.. is it because i am very black.. hence look bing-chao-chao? haha.. or maybe im too noisy? no la.. cant be.. im so shy. haha.) didnt know you well.. but all i got from you is that.. you are such a quiet and shy gal.. face would turn red too. hehe.. remember how we got to know each other better? bet you forgot already. haha.. let me tell you, it was after a netball game during PE. we were in the same team.. me, you, fifi, tng, sab, fio, anna, aimee, germ, jas.. i think it is all of us.. haha, won or lost, i cant remember, but im glad that friendly game won me a fren. a good fren that is. then we formed our family.. haha, you are dada!! remember! oh!! how i miss that nick. haha.. dada.. and im your daughter. haha.. you used to call me "belle" and "mei nu" and "xiao long nu" and "beautiful" in the letters you wrote to me.. HAHA.. u so nice! but i think it is i force you wan. haha..

1998.. sec two..
God brought us closer. you were always very keen to bring me to know christ.. what with all the TGIF.. and etc.. remember you and sab called me out of class one day, and passed the sinners' prayer card to me? it was a Elim Church card.. i think you cannot remember la. but everything is branded on my memory. :) and one fine day, i said that prayer. :))))))))))))
i was at home alone, eating my dinner.. porridge and got fish. as usual, i was eating and reading at the same time, and opps! got bone stuck in my throat! panic attack! oh mannnnn~ and i just wanted to say that prayer. and i said it! haha. and praise God, miraculously, i couldnt feel the bone anymore! :)))) now the more i think i about my testimony, the more miraculous it sounds to me. hah. anyway, you know who was the first person i told that i accepted Christ?.. yes, you.. eileen lim. i called you immediately. and i remember you were so happy for me. heh.

1999.. sec three..
we were streamed into different classes. i remember during sec 2, we were very very very sad. and everytime we talked about streaming then, tears always welled up. the chalet was the ultimate.. (like wake) haha.. everyone cried their hearts out.. now as im typing this, im beginning to feel a little tugging at my heart again. there was one letter you wrote to me back then, saying
.. "im working very hard already! but i think we won't be in the same class next year, never mind, we cry together at the chalet ok".. and that was what we did.

2000.. sec four.
2001.. J1..
2002.. J2..
drifted apart. how sad. but now, i give thanks for that period of being apart.. coz now, getting together once again feels very very good. :) and it is as though that being apart didnt take place at all.. how wonderful.

2003..
everyone was getting into uni.. and getting used to the change in lifestyles..

2004..
it was the new year dinner at your house that changed everything. it was the first time (in years..) that i swam at your place.. only 2 of us, about an hour before the rest of them came.. we felt worked out, haha, remember? the skin was like "emitting heat".. haha, that feeling.. haha.. then every week, i would go to your house to swim then study.. it was good. it was the smart and fit mondays.. haha. we swam, ate porridge with luncheon meat and egg, studied, took turns to nap, studied again, talked, watched the impossible-to-miss "ren wo au you".. haha, remember? had fun, loads of it..

2005..
continued to study together though not so regular.. but we even came up with the "smart and fit camps".. haha.. hols came and guess what.. we even worked togther! mann. had to see you everyday!!! hahaha... but thank God i had you at work. and our BKK trip! SO FUN!!!!!!!!! haha. and our J-story.. haha.. so glad we pulled through that, thank God we are so open with each other.. we jump over one hurdle, we go one step stronger. amazing.

2006..
just started. life isnt always smooth sailing, that's why God gave us each other.

".. a shoulder to cry on.. i'll be here, a friend to rely on.."

life is always unfair, but God is good. whatever we face in life, we face it with strength enough.. coz God knows how much we can take. i hope even in times of crisis or bad happenings, i can be part of your source of strength.

gal, happy birthday.

you are one bigggggggg part of my life.
thank you for ALL that you have done in my life, keeping me company, hearing me out, crapping with me(our long tau-gay and your scissors), worrying about me.. thanks.. you have been a blessing.

and let's REALLY keep this friendship going ok?

coz.. i love you gal.

for eib.

2006-01-18T22:19:00.000Z

pre-note: this entry was meant to be posted last night after coming home from bugis shopping.. but before i could post, my bro cut the connection, so i couldnt.. haha, so here it is..

ahh.. just a quick one ok?

haha..im supposed to type my report for the day.. then go sleep.. but i know i must say all these..and yes, this is it..

this entry is for you, eib.

i know you are going through a rough patch, but trust me on this, you WILL be fine.. cannot think.. "i hope so la.." coz y? dont doubt God or He will take it away from you.. no matter how impossible anything seems, have faith. :) amen?
remember the 90 yr old granny who gave ALL that she had and how God amazingly turned that into a wonderful testimony? yes.. have faith. :)this is happening to you for a reason.. or maybe many reasons. some which we will never comprehend.. but one thing we know for sure.. He means everything well.
Jehovah remembers, so dont worry eib. :)

and you always have us.. your "out-lets" yeh?

"...knowing you can always count on me.. for sure.. that's what friends are for..."

how true. ;P

i am away for camp!

2006-01-09T14:11:00.000Z

it has been raining.

cold.. and windy.. and suitable for staying at home, with a cuppa coffee and a good read.

not for tuitions, and camps. especially camps!

heya guys, i will be off for camp from 10th jan to 13th jan. ie tmr to fri! haha. so don't miss me. i will still be contactable via my trusty handphone. ;)

at first when i had to go for the training in preparation for this camp, i was rather burdened. and jittery. reason being.. i was going alone. (synonym: lone, individual, in solitary)

no one from mom's tribe, no one from the PL minitry. i only heard that there were going to be ppl from ps laifun's 144, but mann, the number is 144, and how many ppl do i actually know? haha.

it would have been much easier if this is a PL project, not other school.. but well, i guess God has other plans. haha. and mom, thankew for being so encouraging and affirming. :)

now, im REALLY excited for the camp, but God, why the weather?? how to do absailing, flying fox and all the rope elements? not that im doing them la, but it will be such a wet blanket for the gals! :( these 2 days, rain ALL that u want but on wed to fri, give me the sun ok? a big and bright and hot one that is! hehe.

and i finally told mummy about the camp and that i am unable to bring her to the doc's on thursday. all the truth, no lies. im proud of myself. :)

me - mummy, i got a Bigggggggggg problem leh...

mummy - what?

me - i got camp leh, cannot bring you to see the doc in thursday.. how?

mummy - camp important or me important?

me - aiyaa.. u cannot put it like that...

and u know, conversation was zeemama-style. but thank God in the end, she said it is ok.. and she will think of a way herself. not with a grudge but really sounded fine. oh mann, thank God. so.. prayer works. hehe.

now, im thinking of my camp essentials.. i need to get disposables (panties).. refill my tolietries.. my contact lens stuff.. etc etc. but the rain! forces ppl to stay home. and the thought of going out.. i feel like decking myself in.. long pants, long sleeves, gloves and earmuffs. it is cold! i wonder how eib is putting up with the cold. haha.

yeah! we are having mac delivery for lunch, me and my da sao. haha. i ordered a mac chicken. haha. :) yummy. and cheap.

i think the fast food joints that are providing delivery are making big bucks.. with the weather like this.. but bless the riders mann. slippery roads.

i wonder how fif's receeing is coming along.

and tng at zoo! alamak.. how untimely. haha~. i hope she isnt drenched.

next week, 16th jan, attachment begins. im with Omron Electronics. i donno what's in store, donno how much im being paid, but mann, i just wanna learn as much as i can. and have a good time. ok, God? heh..

so my dears, i will be a "working adult" for 6 months.. 5 day week, 9-5.. haha. if u wanna date me, im available after 5pm k? i shld be at ubi area la, haha..

yeh, i guess that's all for this post.

ruggrats is showing on HBO.. hearing alot of baby voices. haha.

watch out mann. i might just blog again. hha.

random pic

2006-01-06T13:38:00.000Z

2005-2006

2006-01-06T13:22:00.000Z

you are looking at a new entry of zee's blog! haha.. so don say i lousy k? haha. good things must wait, hehe.

i know it's 6th jan 2006 already.. but i still wanna say HAPPY NEW YEAR!! hehe. it's a brand new year! it's a brand new start, so even when things start to go a little haywire, step back, take a deep breath and.. s.m.i.l.e. : ) and all will be good.

looking back at my 2005.. it is a year of growth.. many breakthroughs in life. some may be small and minor ones, but i still thank God for them.

it was the year when i became single again.. single physically and mentally. and God made me a happy singleton. hehe. i always thought i needed someone by my side.. u know, the feeling where i felt that i must be attached.. if not, it's so lonely.. yah, that kind of feeling. but miraculously, i don't feel that way anymore.. i wont jump into any relationship just like i had previously.. i will take time.. and pray. u know. some things are so important, u can only leave them to God. : )

it was the year when i learnt the importance of punctuality and saving from eib.

i have said this umpteen times, but yes, thank you again. when u are willing, u can. nothing is impossible in this world.

i am saving! i have not saved alot, but it is enough to encourage me to go on. tuition is very important! which is why for the month of dec, savings depleted at a horrible rate, coz no input!! and im so glad tuition has started, next tue is payday! wooh!

for 2006..

i wanna balance God and my family. i wanna serve God with all that i have and yet at the same time, i am praying that my family will come to understand why i am doing it. if i have been spending too much time out there, i will stay home whenever i can even if it means cutting down on my play. i just want them to understand that i love God and i love them too. : )

i will be baptised. and i will be called joy. note i use "will".. coz im claiming all these in faith.

oh.. one more thing.. haha. i wanna be more patient to the public.. esp when they are oblivious to ppl (like me) who are walking past them. i will understand that they do not have eyes on the back so they cannot see me and hence give way to me. patience zee.. patience zee.

oh, im so excited for the year! haha.

pls: everything changes. nothing will always be the same.. except God.

TV - the greatest invention ever

2005-10-31T13:34:00.000Z

talk about the world's greatest invention...

many would say.. the light bulb, brilliantly invented by thomas edison.

on the contrary, i would say.. the TV is the greatest invention ever. haha.

yah la, i know im very slow.. like it is in my 20th year then i realised that salmon sashimi tasted so nice.. and that cockles are also a form of delicacy.. when ppl ard me have been enjoying that for God knows how long and urging me to try them..

i never understood why ppl could be so attracted to the black rectangular box that sits in the living room, ok, maybe some ppl have it silver and flat.. but the point is..

they must watch and follow up with whatever show they are watching.. miss one episode also cannot..

if miss must record...

if forget to set timer/no one at home/no tapes must call fren to record...

if record le must watch then can continue with the other episodes...

hence resulting in more recorded tapes stacking up...

some even have to resort to labelling then tapes using post it.. updating the contents and stuff...

and i was just told recently by a very technology savvy being that she is able to set timer in the recorded for up to one week! coz it's a DVD recorder. my goodness..

so tell me.. where does the light buld stand?

does it command such power? haha..

such power.. i am actually having it a taste of it now.. haha.. albeit mildly..

i am not at the stage of recording shows yet, not at the stage of die die must watch then can continue coz missing one or two episodes do not bother me all that much..

but i must watch TV.

why? i also donno.

TV is The Vault.. u find treasures in abundance in there.. i recently confirmed my addiction by not being able to sleep at night because there is this nagging feeling at the back of mind.. like there is something that i havent done.. then i would go like..

"ah~ it's the TV. i must go and watch some.."

so for abt 3 nights in a row, i have been switching on the TV when everyone is asleep and watching it till my craving is satisfied. with absolutely no shows in my mind to watch but just switching it on anyway..

and i realised that the TV alone is not enough, u must have cable! wooh~ the many nice programs it offers .. urgh, no wonder ppl can watch shows after shows mann.

mann~ i want a TV in my room. haha. ah~ 15th dec is round the corner. ; )

well, i've got the bug. it is confirmed by another being who got the bug too.. a certain ms E. she's got it for many years but she is surviving.. well..

now ive got it too.. i lurrrveeeee it!
HAHAHAHAHAHA...

the VCD and tape syndromes havent hit me yet.. but feeling tells me that... they would.

oh yah, did i mention that animes are nice too? i am slow.. haha.

it's coming

2005-10-28T16:15:00.000Z

it's coming..

the mere thought of it sends tingling chills down my spine. *shudders*

yes, that's right everyone.. the 5 letter word.. that causes people to go berserk whilst preparing for it...

e.x.a.m.s

wish me luck, it starts on the 7th of nov, a blue monday. how do i know that it is blue? trust me, it will be.
a very crucial semester for me.. coz if i flunk any module, my ~~honest~~ honours is as good as gone. and one of the modules happened to be my beloved chemistry! wooh~ : ) haha. i WILL clear it.. know why? coz i must, and i will. i am studying for it. OH GOD! have mercy on me.. (adpated from JJ, haha)

i just did my chem revision, taking some time to blog an entry and think i will go out to mug again.

God.. give me strength mann!

TV ALERT!!!!!!!!

2005-10-15T00:06:00.000Z

EVERYONE LISTEN UP!!

on the 18th october 2005, Tuesday.. 9pm.. pls stay home.

there will be a hurricane attack on singapore.

if u step out of the house, you will be blown away until far far away and if you cannot see me ever again.. don't be too sad.

yeh, so stay home and be safe...

that's all folks.

pls: serious de hor.. don't play play ar. i love you all alot, that's y im posting this entry.

JUST KIDDING!!!

hehe..

BUT tuesday still must stay home.. y?

coz on Arts Central at 9pm, there will be a local production aired. the title of it is... G23.

must watch!!! coz it is shot by fifi and her grp of frens.. it is her graduation project. award winning leh, although im not very sure abt the details.

pls stay tune ok? quite a short film.. abt.. 20+minutes, so NO EXCUSES AR~~

got another reason y it must not be missed..

coz 本小姐我是其中之一的演员 (for ppl whose comp cannot read chinese, the boxes mean.. im one of the ppl acting).. yah la, small role.. but support la.. hehe. who knows i might be the next superstar!! wahaha.. think too much.

oki, that's all. if u cannot catch the show, no worries. i wont blame you, let me know and i can record for you! haha.. and or even better, i actually have a copy of the DVD. hoho~.

so once again..

date - 18th Oct 2005, Tuesday
time - 9pm
title - G23
channel - Arts Central

let your frens know hor.. haha. : )

that's all folks!

post note: film was shot in 2003. haha.. this should be a sufficient explanation for why i looked that way. haha. : )

子云与利君

2005-10-14T14:28:00.000Z

子云与利君

作词: 子云
原曲: 志明与春娇

将去韩国lui游好几天
我很‘县’
因为没有你在我身边啊~

没有人会打电话来骗
我的五分钟
没有奶茶，战神，意大利面啊~

到了韩国那边
要注意你的钱
小心扒手一定不能免啊~

韩国的首都是汉城
顾名思义汉子满街混
别顾着流口水替我买些纪念品啊~

你将于大长今相见
悲勇俊那俊俏的脸
索取签名我会一直在这里等你

it melts and i melt..

2005-09-27T12:37:00.000Z

this fellow melts.. and i melt.. wooh~ yummy.

i love this man

2005-09-07T15:05:00.000Z

this is him whom i adore...

c.h.a.n.g.e.s

2005-08-08T00:38:00.000Z

clearing my cob webs tonight.. wooH~, it has been a while.. a loooooooonnnng while mann. actually, i have thot of blogging for sometime, but just couldnt find the right time to do it.. this"topic" has been in my mid for very long... so here i am, on this fateful night... blogging it down...

changes...

7 letters... a simple word... with a complex meaning behind it.

20 years of my life.. i think God really did alot of work in me.. made me learn alot.. about myself, about others. Thank God...

i always thought i would never be sun burnt in my life.. i go under the sun, i get black as easily as cooking instant mee.. and that's it. i never burn. but about a month ago, i went to sentosa, proudly cooked myself in the sun for.. the most an hour? and i was c.o.o.k.e.d. wooH~ then i got sunburnt!! FIRST TIME!! NEVER BEFORE!! or in chinese, it is called qian2 suo3 wei4 you3..
i always thought i would never suffer from gastric discomfort. and i did.. just a couple of weeks ago..

maybe u are wondering why am i bloggin all these down.. but my bottomline is... never take things for granted. the blessings that God bestowed on me, may just be taken away from me one day... life might seem unfair, but i know that God is good. : )

to my family, my frens.. i thank God for each and everyone of u.. i may not mention ur names and i may not show it often, but i am thankfuk for each and everyone of ur presence in my life.

i never imagine that i can survive by myself.. survive as in being unattached. serious.. maybe this is what u feel when u grow up. i thought that i would always want someone by my side. maybe that was why i went into a relationship so quickly.. guess no one was there to slow me down.. but then again, maybe i wouldnt listen to that someone too. and who would have thought i would be the one to end my first relationship. i thought i would NEVER part with him, i thought it would definitely be him if we were to end the relationship.. but i did it. and i thought i would not enjoy singlehood..
but vola~!! i am a happy lark!! hehe.. : ) thank God for this strength.

i thought i would never blog. as in start a blog. but i did. if i didnt, you wouldnt be reading this. hehe..

i guess..everything changes.. nothing is constant..

the only thing that is constant is.. change itself.

and God.

wild wild wet

2005-06-21T18:44:00.000Z

i am blogging.

in my office.
in my cubicle.

haha. or rather my desk.

havent been blogging in a long while coz i havent been free.. many things happening.. everyday, i simply knock out when it is time to sleep..
haha, like right now, i feel very sleepy again..
if my boss ever catches me typing this, i think im dead. haha..

recent happenings.. would include my second visit to wild wild wet. teehee. though the attendance of PsC dropped drastically, due to unforseen circumstances, it was still rather enjoyable. only me, tng, jason and jingmei. well, jingmei was the bdae gal, so naturally she had to be there. haha..

the morale of the story is never go to wild wild wet on sundays.

we did.

b.a.d. c.h.o.i.c.e.
it was horribly packed with squealing kids and their parents. and tng made a comment that i found very funny.

"singapore fathers eat very well..."

hahhaa.. we saw many many daddys and they were not just fat, their tummies bulge like nobody's business. either that or the fathers look like POW. ok la, we only saw one that looked that skinny.

but we had a good time... tanning.. as in REALLY burning in the sun... queueing up for the rides... and playing with a lil boy by the name zachery. he is soooooooooooooo cute.. eib, u will fall in love with him. haha

after that. we had a good dinner (in my opinion) at kenny roger's! hhehe.. a sumptuous quarter chicken with many sides to choose from. wahah.. i had mash potato and some pasta thingy. wooh~. yummy.. pinched (aka binged to tng) some macoroni cheese from the others. hehe. : )
so that was jingmei's bdae. though she wont see this, happy bdae gal! hope u had a good time. hehe.

life is... monotonous. calling and calling. am i going to move on? haha~..

dean, here i come!

2005-06-07T12:21:00.000Z

umm... umm... umm...

tick tock tick tock...

umm... umm... umm...

guess what...

im waiting... im waiting... im waiting...

countdown... 50 more minutes to start of event...

countdown...150 more minutes to my presentation!! OH MY GODDDDD!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!

zee: "ok ok, ziyun, calm down..."

jason: "pretend you are in a K pub!!.."

wilfred:"imagine the profs are naked... hehe..."

tng:"win them with your passion!:

eib:"show the dean what you can do!!"

hehe, thanks peeps. i'll do fine! i think. haha..

i think im 1 of the 2 gal presenters.. haha, as in, in the 6 competing groups. well, engine mah, what do you expect? haha..

*powders nose*

i was in another LT practising, mann, im using a pin mic... haha, makes me feel like im a professor. yes peeps, call me prof ong!

im p.r.e.p.a.r.e.d. yes God, i am.

*applies blusher*

once in a lifetime thing! my god, im so excited. really.

i love presentations coz i love to talk. i love to sing coz... i think in conclusion, i love attention. ha..

*more gloss on the lower lip*

i give my ALL to God! woohoo~.

dean, vice dean and etc, HERE I COME!

pls: my favourite prof is one of the judges too!! teehee, prof rusli. he is c.u.t.e.

tng bdae

2005-06-04T23:53:00.000Z

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TNG!

just a short entry first. when i have more strength, photos and stuff will be up! teehee.

Tales Of Warrior A4 - Episode 1

2005-05-28T02:47:00.000Z

Tales Of Warrior A4 - Episode 1

in a galaxy faraway, there live 4 warriors.

they are, in alphabetical order, warrior eibeinny, warrior fibbahubba, warrior dawnatelo tng and warrior teeheezee.

warrior eibeinny is the most handsome warrior that ever existed. he towers at an appalling height of 0.98m and when he stands under the sun, his skin shines and glitters like the black sesame paste found in chinatown. he spots locks that are often uncombed and sprawled all over his face, but that is his poison door dark gas, or in chinese, you call it du2 men2 an4 qi4. other didnt know that they are being stared at for warrior eibeinny's ~~yet already~~ small eyes are covered by his crown of glory. the potent part comes in when he locates the button on his nose and press it. when pressed once, his eyes emits choking dust and in the fits of coughing, warrior eibxeinny disappears. when pressed twice, his eyes radiate a laser beam and causes anything in his sight to sizzle and burn and disappear. when pressed thrice, his eyes will become

cock-eyed.

warrior fibbahubba is the most normal looking warrior. he stands at 0.90m and is curently facing excessive hair growth. his eyes are always on the lookout, darting here and there, and his nose can detect any smell even from 10000km away. that is why he is made the chef of the warriors. do not belittle him as he stays in the kitchen day and night and with his amazing techniques and skills, he has reached the highest stage that one can ever go to. you step into the kitchen and say,"king kong kiang", and you have it, man3 han4 quan2 xi3. but when the enemies step in thinking that chey, this is just one cook, they are so wrong that they can never be more wrong. warrior fibbahubba will move in a flash, with pepper, sprinkling it into their eyes, with vinegar down their throat and sesame oil to smoothe their hair. and before they even realise it, they have been tied up with mee sua and left in a huge barrel of vinegar. yes, they were going to be pickled.

warrior dawnatelo tng is the skinniest warrior ever. when he stands with warrior fibbahubba, they only differ in height by 1 nanometer. but he is always missed out because of his build. sometimes his middle name is 2D. meaning to say 2 dimensional. he spots a crown of spikes and has it styled every morning at alice's wonderhands. when out, he puts on a pair of skin gloves, reasons to be explained later. his potency comes in when he opens his mouth and attempts to say a joke. (keyword: attempt) when he finishes with the joke, the sky will be overcast with rumbling dark clouds. the sun will disappear and lightning will strike. it will start to rain, but soon, the rainwater will become snow. unaware civilians will be caught off guard and will freeze to death immediately. now, the gloves are to protect his perfectly manicured nails. (courtesy of warrior teeheezee)

warrior teeheezee is the shortest warrior. when at his ramrod straight posture, he records a height of 0.70m. he has kept his long hair for years and liked them curled like civilian tsai. when out with the other warriors, he is often left out due to his short frame. and so God being fair, gave him a loud voice. and that will be amplified when attacked by enemies. when enemies appear, he opens his mouth and starts chanting (loudly) ,"ang mo kio, jurong, geylang, oneh oneh!" and the enemies will experience a daze, start puking white foam, hair start dropping and die. the hair will be attracted by warrios teeheezee's long hair and joined to form longer ones. so most of the time, he only chooses to kill clean enemies, in fear of having cooties.

these 4 warriors were sent by God to protect planet north east singapura. they each stood at different parts of the place and when the calling arises, they each plop down their secret slide and meet at the headquarter located nearby. this place is where they were able to communicate with master bridge and be ready to take assignments. before they set off, they each have to have their individual energy booster.

warrior eibeinny - sparkling grape juice
warrior fibbahubba - any form of alcohol, as long as it is strong enough
warrior dawnatelo tng - carona or plum juice
warrior teeheezee - carona

if all these fail to exist, teh peng would do the trick all the same.

...to be continued...

stay tune to tales of warriors A4 on channel joy on joy-joy-joy.blogspot.com

every saturday on 3:46:45

in the next Tales Of Warriors A4, catch how the warriors battle it out with monoso kudaeteh (pronounced as mo-no-so-koo-da-yi-teh) will they win? or will they be made into miso soup?

what my birthday means.

2005-05-26T15:52:00.000Z

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable. This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research. You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

haha, yep, that's me!! i did it here..
you can try it too. hehe.. and yes gary, this will apply for your dearest star too. haha..

7 rounds!

2005-05-26T10:36:00.000Z

greetings one and all.

haha. im actually typing this entry in my laboratory.. you know that it means? yes.. that's right, im very free. haha.

today is the day that i learnt what is yi shan hai bi yi shan gao. (one mountain is yet higher than another)

i came late by 15 minutes today. was supposed to meet my partner at 10.00am but then i arrived, she hasnt come. haha.. and out of my group of 10, guess how many are here? haha.. 8 are not here yet. which means only 2 of us are! and that includes me! haha. and i cannot get started on anything because everything is in my partner's laptop. hoho. so now, im doing what i do best.

s.l.a.c.k. haha.

yesterday was the day i felt fit! haha. coz i arranged to meet jason and gary to go to the gym! woohoo! haha.. but when we reached the gym.. we didnt step in. it was heavily populated with beefcakes.. (courtesy of gary) haha, and so we retreated to the hougang stadium and ran. haha.. im proud of myself mann! 7 rounds without stopping! im amazed mann, coz i havent run a full 2.4km since.. 2002. and mann, i ran 7 X 400m = 2.8km! teehee..

but i went to eat chicken rice after that. wahahaha.. in chinese u call it qian gong jing qi.

opps, more of my group members come le. i must go now..

hehe.. fat fat arms must also GO!

what the #&#*#&%^

2005-05-23T07:50:00.000Z

teeck tock.. teeck tock.. teeck tock..

opened my eyes.

what the *&^$#$&!!

water dripping from my air con!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!

that happened at 445am.. and now it is already 7 am. i cannot get back to sleep! i don believe it mann, fancy getting woken up from sleep from the water dripping sound of the air con. GRrrrrr..

actually last night while the air con was on, it already happened. but then everyone was asleep already so i decided to consult the handyman tmr. (handyman = zeepapa) but then i already off the aircon. then who knows that at after a few hours, a dormant air con would start leaking again? AhhhH.. now im short of sleep.. again.

i read.. got slightly sleepy then closed my eyes to sleep..couldnt.. so i listened to music.. but still couldnt sleep. damn.. i decided to turn to using my lap.. i hope i would still be able to catch a wink later. AhhhH..my precious sleep.

but then again..maybe something is keeping me away from my sleep... hehe.. yes yes!! that's right.. this thing.. is powerful and formidable.. and ironically, it only consists of 3 letters.. AH HAH!! KTVVVVVVV! opps, that is 6 letters too many.. okies, KTV!! wah, shiok ar! (pls adopt phua chu kang's mannerism while saying it) hehe.. im sooooooooooooooooooooo eggcited!! HAHAHA.. last went on fifi's bdae.. ie 12th April.. hehe, so it has only been a month, oh but Mr. K, u have no idea how much i miss u. hehe.. so many songs on my agenda to accomplish! wahahhaa.. partyworld, here i come! hehe.

at this point in my entry, did u realise something? lack of sleep does many wonders to people, ie crap. HAHA.. okies..

erm.. now what else should i say?

yesterday.. ie 22d May.. marked the end of camp tng. HAHA, yes.. you gotta believe it.. tng stayed over for 3D2N. hha, this hasnt happened in a long while. haha, though we spent most of the time slacking, it was still rather nice.. kind of back to those times where we hardly face stress.. maybe we did, but compared to now, those times were peanuts of peanuts. ha. it wasnt a deliberate arrangement though.. i had to stay in because of a sudden attack on my back muscle. note that it isnt a replase, because it is my muscle, not the bones. i wish my mummy will understand.. she insists everything is linked. well maybe it is true, but the way she explained it, she made me feel like a 5 year old. haha.. but then again, God blessed me with this wonderful woman to take care of me. hehe.. yeh.. anyway, i woke up on saturday feeling a strain on my upper back muscle. it was ok.. bearable.. anyway, i think my threshold of pain has gone up ever since my slip disc incident. hehe. but then as i moved more, it got worse and i couldnt stand up straight at all. i was lope sided.. after a sneeze, it got worse.. and i started groaning.. because i didnt wanna wake tng up.. (who was still asleep at 1115am) but she heard me la.. okies, further details shall be spared, coz it's the same old thing la.. had to stay in and on the bed the whole day. had to reschedule tuition. alas! nvm nvm..

tng stayed around to take care of me.. coz i was immobile.. i kind of reverted to my operation days. ahha.. that was fun. opps! did i really say that?

oh yah, did i mention i failed chemistry? module code FE 1001? why FE? coz i believed it stands for fundamental.. (then why the heck am i still at it??) then why 1001? becoz it stands of for a year 1 module. (then why the nehnhe am i still at it????) AHH!! what a joke.. i will be re-re-retaking it next sem, ie year 3 sem 1. with the freshies.. who are the freshies? the guys from my JC batch.. CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?? what a joke!! as tng puts it,i can collect authentic examination scripts. AHH.. i can bind them and collate into a 4 year series. CHOY! no!! next sem is the last sem this is going to happen! i know, u all must be thinking.. aiya, zee anyhow say say wan la.. BUT HELL NO! im going to start reading it up now... and consult huihui if necessary. haha..

jittery jittery.. 31st may.. results out.. tng.. i wish you happy birthday now, in case i go and jump down from my chair and die on that day. AHHHHHHH, God, can i not fail? pls.....................................

i think i need more water.. i found snake skin on my shin! if u know what it means.. it happens when ppl don drink enough water.. so yesterday night, i soothed my skin with my body shop cranberry body butter. teehee..

did i mention something? that.. i love PACKING!

how bad can this get?

2005-05-15T11:11:00.000Z

Hi gals.
im very sad now.
because right now, u all are gathering at fifi's. and i cannot be there.
because im going to miss out on all the fun that u gals are going to have.
because i was just yearning ot meet u gals over my sucky week and now that sunday is here, im not allowed to go out.
because im the only one who has to stay home due to a lame reason. that my ma don't allow me to be out.
because i have a strict mother.
because im going to miss out on all the jokes.

tell me how bad can this get?
maybe it is nothing in ur eyes.. but to me, im really very affected.

and im sad again.
because my com is slow.
because im downloading MSN so that i can send fifi the photos and guess what? it requires microsoft service pask 1, which what the hell, i don have. and now, im downloading it.
because i cant get the com to read my photos without having to install the driver.
because even blogger is screwing up on me. what the fuck. i cannot change the font.

how bad can that get?

i feel so crying.
because im only going to kovan for dinner and i cannot join u gals although i will only be 2 bus stops away.
because im the one out now.. not that u gals did it on purpose, not that i chose to, but because i have no other choice.

how bad can this get?

i feel .. i donno what..
because i wanna be there.

joy cried.

for zeee.

2005-05-12T07:05:00.000Z

for zeee..
(by guest blogger..)

today, i wanna talk about someone.

this someone... hmm. how should i begin?

this someone... is a person who loves to pack. anything, and almost anytime, she would never say no to packing. her personal favourites would include.. packing rough papers, make up, toiletries, and even utensils.

remember once we were out, we we chilling out at Mos burger.. and she found a few unidentified objects on her face (shd be friends of mr pimples).. well, naturally, this vain animal looked into her favourite thing i.e. the mirror.. scrutinized, squeezed the objects and obviously she would not miss out on frowning at them. i asked if she wanted to see the doctor and she gave a little pout and started considering. then she discovered that she should book an appointment with the doctor. and so i asked when she'll be going. she gave her sian look, and in case you guys are wondering what her sian look looks like, it is one that tells of "black face" and "frowns". we went on to discuss what was the cause of the unidentified objects.

tng: hmmm. maybe its your pillow?

she: hmm. nono my pillow is very clean.

tng: hmmm. maybe ur makeup?

she: HMM. *considering*

tng: maybe ur soft toys? maybe e dust? maybe .... maybe... maybe.....

she: OK. I SHALL GO HOME AND PACK MY COSMETICS AND STUFF.

*tng shudders (because her PACKING is very extensive..... or rather DETAILED. everything has to go somewhere or be accounted for. HAHA. btw she stock checks the amount of clothes i have at her house so dat it does not exceed quota.)*

then. came the following line.........

she: YAY!! i have more things to pack le!!! *genuine excitment*

what a packing freak..

this someone loves to talk. she can talk on and on and on and on and on... and even when i'm not really listening to her, eg: listening in lessons (HAHA), and knowing the HARDWORKINGNESS in me, i concentrate alot on my lectures.. heh. this someone can still continue talking! goodness... i don believe it mann, and even she shuts up, she will pretend to be quiet, but she'll soon poke u/irritate u with her actions instead. even if the teacher scolds (last time in PL, liu lao shi got scold us b4), she can go on talking! her mentality? never mind one la, just continue talking lo! oh mann... and that someone whom she has to talk to happens to be me... because i'm always sitting beside her in HCL class. this someone talks alot even to NEW acquaintances and becomes excessively friendly within minutes. sometimes, she... well, talks so loudly that, heh, i dun really want to know i know her. heh.. but according to her, she's being herself, but it's L.O.U.D. (for me i thinki then it's xia suay. heh)

what a loudmouth ..

this someone loves to sing..
walking on the road? sings...
sitting on the bus? sings...
sitting on e train? sings...
shopping? sings...
talking to you on the phone? sings...
studying? sings...
getting to know friends? sings...
(eg: her new fren is called "yang guang".. and she starts singing to him "yang guang zong zai feng yu hou...." after she hears the name. *faints*)

i think you get the point har?

what a sing-er...

this someone eats very little. wah, sounds nice ar? then you are so wrong! the amount of rice she eats is less than one mouthful of mine!! she is bound to give me her extra rice (altho they were never "extra" in the first place.. HAHHA.)

what a *****..(this is not vulgarity, i just couldnt think of a word)

this someone has been diagnosed by a certain doctor Ang to be a carrier of the naive syndrome. NO MATTER how absurb it sounds, u can try telling her, she might believe you. and if you don believe, read george's tag board..

what a gullible kid..

this someone is very irritating! haha.. she trys ways and means to trick me, irritate me, and make fun of me! ha.. so build her joy on my agony (direct translation). there was once we went to compasspoint to try shoes, i was trying the shoes and when i was done, i couldn't find my slipper cos this someone kicked my shoes underneath the display shelves. i had to walk barefooted to find my shoes around the whole area. malu.com. this did not happen once. it happened a few times. and she hung a heel on my short's pocket before. GRR.

what an irritating giRL.

this someone produces a strange noise when she walks. it sounds like like an "poot". its her jhFkkijiAdaqweRuaohTgdal. HAHA...

AND...

this someone... is a sweety pie. she never fails to encourage me and support me at times when i feel so down. she never fails to assure me and tell me that God is always there for me.

but this someone doesnt really bring me SURPRISING surprises. and all these surprises always bring a smile onto my face and sometimes tears rolling down my cheeks because they are so her. HAHA. (eg: a japanese tea cup set which she poured pokka green tea for me on my birthday. HAHA. *she tot it was cool* HAHAHA. but very cute la. very UNIQUE. ahhahahhaa.)

this someone is always there for me when i needed someone. and altho this is not really literally.. but everytime i face down times in life, she will not only always try her best to see from my point of view but also tells me to see from another perspective. she will also tell me that i shouldn't think too much!!

this someone is one that i would never find again in my life.

she was by my side almost all the time when i was having my holidays, and when i was facing discouragement in my life, she would remind me about God's presence, love and promises, and she will cheer me up in her own special way.

this someone is a sister that God forgot to give me..

this someone is my godsent pal.

this someone is tng. (HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.)

no la..
........
this someone is zee.

adapted from: P.R.E.V.I.O.U.S. E.N.T.R.Y.

talking abt tng

2005-04-24T22:01:00.001Z

today, i wanna talk about someone.

this someone... hmm. how should i begin?

this someone... is a person who loves to eat. anything, and almost anytime, she would never say no to food. her personal favourites would include.. soup, of any kind, crabs, and rice.
i remember once she was at my place, we had dinner... slacked around, watched some tv and soon it was time to sleep. well, naturally, this norturnal animal went to her favourite hangout at my place i.e. the kitchen.. sneaked around, opened the cabinets and obviously she would not miss out on checking out my fridge. i asked if she wanted to eat instant noodles and she gave her grin. then she discovered there were some leftover food from dinner. and so i asked if she wanted to eat some. she gave her grin, and in case you guys are wondering what her grin looks like, it is one that tells of hunger and yau qwee-ness. i went back to my room to get ready to sleep whilst she was heating up the food. then i went back to the kitchen to wait for her while she finished up then we can go and sleep.
then, i stepped into the kitchen.
and to my utmost horror, there was a huge bowl of rice on the table. i mean, com'on.. i thot supper means milo and biscuits? then why on earth is there a huge bowl of rice on the table?? it was not only full, it was like a HILL. mount rice found in sengkang. then i looked into my rice cooker and discovered that she scooped every single tweeny weeny grain of rice. *applause* and so for supper that night, she had a serving of noodles, that mountain of rice and the leftovers from dinner.

what a pig..

this someone loves to sleep. she can sleep on and on and on and on and on... and even if i am walking around in the house, packing my bag and getting ready for school or to go out, and knowing the elephant in me, i make a hell of a noise when i move around, not on purpose though. heh. this someone can still sleep on! goodness... i don believe it mann, and even she wakes up, she will pretend to lie there and not move. even if the alarm rings, the phone rings, she can go on sleeping! her mentality? someone will go and off that alarm or pick up that damn phone. oh mann... and that someone happens to be me... because i cannot stand the noise going on around me. this someone gets on the bus on her way to school and knock out within minutes. sometimes, she... well, produces silvery threads out of the mouth. heh.. but according to her, hers are not threads, but it's one HUGE drop, LUP~.. (for me then it's threads.. heh)

what a pig..

this someone loves to pout...
no one laughs at her "jokes"? pouts...
no one ally with her? pouts...
no one listen to her talk? pouts...
don let her take photo? pouts...
don take photo with her? pouts...
no one message her? pouts...
don tell her secret? pouts...

i think you get the point har?

what a poot...

this someone creates snow flakes. wah, sounds nice ar? then you are so wrong! the term that has been tagged on her since as long as i can remember... 雪花纷飞 (for some people's benefit: xue hua fen fei) everywhere she goes, there is bound to be LOADS and LOADS of tissue around. her tap is on 24/7... so i think the highest record for the packets of tissue that she brings out is.. 8? and she can almost finish using them!

what a *****..(this is not vulgarity, i just couldnt think of a word)

this someone has been diagnosed by a certain doctor tan to be a carrier of the SMS syndrome. NO MATTER whose handphone beeps, her hand will be the first and the fatest to reach towards it. and if you don read it, she will bug you to read the msg.. coz she will feel very "burdened" by it..

what a kpo..

this someone is very kiasee! haha.. she will only try things after you try them. ha.. so as to know it is safe. there was once i suggested sitting on a railing to take picture since the background was very nice. then she said.. don want la, like very dangerous, wait fall down. but i went ahead and took the picture. she saw the pic on the cam, gave her pout and started climbing up.. coz the pic looked nice.

what a scaredy cat..

this someone produces a strange noise when she loses an argument. it sounds like like an "argh" produced by a breatheless person with a sore throat.

AND...

this someone... is a sweety pie. she never fails to encourage me and support me at times when i feel so down. she never fails to assure me and tell me that God is always there for me.

this someone always brings me lovely surprises. and all these surprises always bring a smile onto my face and sometimes tears rolling down my cheeks.

this someone is always there for me when i needed someone. and i mean this literally.. everytime i face down times in life, a phone call will always bring her down to sengkang. and there she will be, bag and baggage, not knowing that the important piece of baggage was she herself.

this someone is one that i would never find again in my life. she was by my side almost all the time when i was hospitalised, and when i was facing discouragement from my operation, she would remind me about what i said in the past about making improvements, and cheer me up.

this someone is a sister that God forgot to give me..

this someone is my godsent pal.

this someone is tng.

depressed

2005-04-22T18:28:00.000Z

yesterday was the day that God cried...

He cried because of the disappointment in me... why didn't i read through the notes again?

yesterday was the day that i had 2 papers in a row for the second time in NTU.

it was a screwed up morning because i couldnt do the paper earlier on in the morning. not that i didn't study for it, i did... and in fact, the hardworking zee is back... this zee that has been lost since her JC times.. (hurray!) i studied but i don't know why i cannot do the paper... maybe i didnt practise enough... now, all that i can remember is when i came out of the exam hall, i felt numb and looked numb. didnt cry, because i could not.

it was a screwed up afternoon because the paper in the afternoon was FREAKING easy... then why screwed up? because i didn't study for it. i spent all the time that i had on the module that was to be tested in the morning... when i saw the first question, i knew that God had really intended for me to pass... but i just didnt put in that little ounce of effort. my fault. if this was the paper last sem, i would have cleared it, confirmed plus guaranteed chop. i really wanted to cry in the exam hall.. because this has got to be the easiest paper i have ever seen in NTU. i felt very very very very dooi... serious, can u imagine a year 3 student still taking a year 1 module? with the freshies that would be coming in next sem? and those freshies would include guys my age!! ah! a terribly sick joke.. God ar God.. why like that? it feels like someone played a fool on me. as im typing this, im really very angry... and feeling very scared... really, last sem this time i didnt feel like that although i knew i was going to fail. but now, im terribly scared. what is going to happen? now, the mere thot of chem really makes my stomach sick, like there are alot of butterflies flying in it.

nothing is impossible with God, but God can i pass?

wahahhaha

2005-04-17T14:55:00.000Z

wahahahha...
不要误会，纯粹是借位！哈哈！

for fifi

2005-04-12T17:26:00.000Z

a special place for this special someone in my heart..

On this special day, this entry is dedicated to this special someone in my life…

fifi…

I first knew this gal back then in 1997… when we were still pure and innocent sec 1 gals. Haha.. we were in the same class as tng and eib.. (currently known as the awesome 4)

Me and tng were supposed to join badminton but we landed up in AVA.. with.. fifi! Hahaha… and that marked the start of your friendship. Of course we had arguments along the way, and there were times when we don’t “friend” each other… but those were what that built this friendship up to what it is today. And im proud of it.

A few things about fifi… heh..

Fifi is technically talented… hahah, do I put it this way? Hehe… and it has already been proven so even way back in PL. (where fifi was being called to go to the AVA theatrete over the PA system because the president, PA head and 2 teachers in charge of the club couldn’t resolve a technical problem) and now, she is one great shooter. Hahha.. weird term, but what I meant is she can take photos beautifully and artistically… she can shoot on cam, she can shoot on film… and her FY production was awarded a few times.. if im not mistaken.

Fifi is one great cook, my mummy is always full of praises of her, and keep asking me to ask fifi to open a shop selling snacks and stuff.. hahaha… to name a few, her soba, fried chicken wrapped in seaweed, gyozas, pizzas, pasta, mussels, asparagus and carrot wrapped with bacon and her onion soup… woo, thinking of them makes me want to drool. Ahhaah.. :P

Fifi is generous… haha.. esp when ppl like me and tng ar, very niao piao… haha, and fifi always lend a helping hand. Haha… or maybe we should term it, money hand. Haha.. she feels rich and she treats us to dinner. Hahaha… :P abit paiseh, like I very yau qwee.

Fifi can be quite teh-air… hahhaha… and it happens when you say no to meeting up to chill with her. Hahahaa…

Fifi is a trap in herself!! Recently, the forbidden word is.. teh peng! *shudders* Hahahha.. everytime go out “for a while” would become the whole day gone.. hahaha.. and so, she is only allowed to turn up at dinner time during mugging sessions, hahahaa.. sounds poor thing..

Fifi is cute. Hahaha.. *blink blink* hahhaha.. when she tries to make her eyes bigger, she becomes cute automatically. Ahhahaa..

Fifi is a great scout for good food! Everytime we go out and eat, whatever she orders ALWAYS looks and tastes better! Not fair.. but now we learn already, we let her do the ordering, ahhahaa.. but then ar~, the budget would suddenly soar sky high.hahaha.

Fifi is a wonderful fren. She is there to support me and offer me companionship… gal, thanks for all those times… of fun and laughter. Thanks for being there… thanks for always waiting with me at your bus stuo for 119 or 136… thanks for sending me home whenever you have a vehicle and making sure that I have walked to my flat before driving off…thanks for all these small but meaningful things that you have done. I think... I just wanna thank you for being you.

Love you gal… and may your life be blessed always.

just blogging.

2005-04-07T12:29:00.000Z

i am back. haha.

lots of stuff have been happening.

to sum it all up, life has been.. well, a lil fast paced. actually, it isnt a LIL.. it has been very fast paced.

today is the 7th of April, thursday.. gary's second paper. heh. and ONE more week to zee's first paper. i feel like dying. mann.. always getting this kind of feeling once in 6 months. sian diao.

came online to check the number to call to order fifi's cake. heh, and thought i would jus blog an entry. and after that, im starting on my day. how so? studying lo. sian! and i got tuition later. :((((( oh, im so sad. ha..

these few weeks.. big events would include J ang's birthday celebration. i donno if you guys did, but i really had a hell of a good time.
lunch-pool-dinner-ktv.
it was a day of play and fun and play and fun and play and fun. shiok.. yeh. that is the word. but somehow in the back of my mind... the big E was there.. Exam. ah..

and this coming sat.. is fifi's birthday celebration. i know it is going to be damn fun.. yeh, and im sOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to it mann!!!! but then.... the big E will occasionally pop into my mind.. ah.. sian.

ok, im signing off here.

to gary: jia you!!! after that, we go sing la k? hhahahaa~..

2005-03-22T15:33:00.000Z

i am italian~.

2005-03-19T09:52:00.000Z

i curled my hair... hahhahaaa..... abit not used to it though...

2005-03-17T00:12:00.000Z

Spotted: When zee and tng gets old... they will still go out, chill and well, erm, wear the same colthes. :p how sweet!

im a happy woman.

2005-03-07T10:28:00.000Z

hahahaa, im a happy woman now. u know something?
God is very clever.. He knows just the right way to cheer me up and make me sooooo happy now.

nothing big happened, it's just that i just went to see my tutor regarding my test.

okies, some background info, i had my test on friday and there was only 1 question, 10 min. when i saw the question i was like.. wah!!! DAMN easy lo. serious... then my tutor also said it is very easy... 10 minutes is too long for us.
then i began to attempt the question. before the test, i was super confident... because i studied very hard for it and my notes are already nua nua, lan lan... hhaha.. so i began writing. then suddenly, my mind just became empty. suddenly i didnt where to start and how to do... my God, first time ever i experience something like this. then people behind me writing furiously and some already handed up.
then me? so i kept telling meself, woah, relax... slowly think. but i really forgot how to do it! then i started doing it by another way... but i wasnt sure if it would be correct or not, what what the heck! just pom la!
then i handed up the paper. then i looked at the notes and found out how to do... ie the normal conventional method. sigh... then i felt a bit sian la, coz like study so hard and now becoz of a brain freeze, this has to result.
so after the tutorial, i went up to the tutor, who up to that minute was my swore enemy. hahahhaaa, long story, but he always niao me and liting, so i also niao him back. then i asked him whether or not i would be correct... then he said the conventional method would be correct... sigh, then i tried my luck asking him if there would be a second test in the near future. well, quizzes are very important, guess u gals gotta agree on that. esp, when there is only ONE precious one.
then he said,"you just come and i give u another one if there are people sick. u take with them..."
i couldnt believe my ears mann, so in mind, i was thinking... yeah! i got second chance.

but over the weekend, after liasing thru Email, he asked me to see him first to discuss my method coz on friday, he was in a hurry and didnt think if i was right or not. so today, on a cool monday morning, i went to his office. then we started our discussion.

HHAHAA, and found out that i was right!!!!!!!!! guess it maynt mean much to others, but believe me, i really needed that encouragement.
and before i left his office...
he said, "actually that was a clever way of doing it..."
i was grinning from ear to ear. really. i walked out, thanking God, and couldnt stop smiling.
tng, rmb one week back, i was talking to u on the phone... coz i was really stressed out.. and i said i needed some assurance? and dah, i got my assurance.. from this tutor whom i thought would never praise me in my life.. well, my swore enemy up to then. hahahaa..

God is clever.

Thank God. :)))))))))))))

an apology to tng

2005-03-05T17:31:00.000Z

this entry is for tng.

here it goes...

" hey pal, a thousand apologies here.

i decided that no matter what i say over sms, it's still going to be the same because you are going to be late. so i thought through... and thought hard but realised that no matter how hard i think, the only word that i can still say is sorry.

misunderstanding after misunderstanding... i can still only say sorry.

i came home from the airport and was really tired. late nights the whole week, and an early morning today. so i took a nap and overslept. sorry.. didn't know that you would waiting for me at home, coz i honestly thought that after i asked you to go, you would.

didnt meant to cause so much inconveniences.

guess you already know all these, but i thought that i shld type all this out... and this is the best i can do. im not good with words, but this is really what i mean.

sorry pal, don stay angry at me.

im sorry, believe me, i truly am."

saving the best for the last.

2005-03-04T21:51:00.000Z

hello.
i just realised that if you wanna blog, but have nothing substance to blog... well, a picture says a thousand words. hhaaha~.
that's me below, eating my favourite - meatball. hahaa, saving the bst for the last. finished my bak chou mee and eating my favourite last. that's all folks..

saving the best for the last..=)

2005-03-03T15:56:00.000Z

me and sly. =P

tng and me got bored..

2005-03-03T15:54:00.000Z

one fine evening... on our way to the sanctification night at TCT, tng and i got bored on the bus. so we decided.......

to take multi shots! HAHAHA...

the end product?

scroll down and u will see. HAHHAaaaa.....

2005-03-03T15:41:00.000Z

woooooHhm..

2005-03-03T15:40:00.000Z

bleah.. HEE

2005-03-03T15:39:00.000Z

BLEAH HEE..

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having fun studying

2005-03-03T12:24:00.000Z

introducing the best companion to study with:

TNG

haha.. ever since last thursday, after DG at BK.. things have a taken a change when it came to studying. hahahha, it became F.U.N... haha,. yeah, you got it right, fun. we were not playing... because work was done, but somehow, the element of fun was there.. and i truly had great times studying with her. alot of things to laugh at... and studying was not that tiring anymore. HAHa...

thanks Tng, what do i do without you?

back to reality check... day 4 of week 8.

me and liting concluded... times flies.

monday... was a torture for me. where i only knew i had a chem test the night before... CHEM! again. i **** chem... grrrrrrr. okies, anyway, i went back to school on monday. everything was fine until digi elect tutorial. for this module, there is no quiz. (shitt!) marks are based on final exam and class particpation. then in class, as the attendance sheet was being passed around... and i saw (to my horrid) that i missed the most tuts amongst my tut mates. sigh, and to make it worse, i don have a star. (credit to class participation) then my mood dropped all the way mann. sian. i really felt damn sian. coz the exam will be damn tough and i need those lil marks.

then at break, i went to the cantten to eat. liting didnt go with my becoz she had a quiz. as i ate my lunch, i really felt like breaking down. i wanted so much to tell someone how exactly i felt... but there was no one. so i could only msg tng. as i msged, i tried my best not to cry, becoz it was packed in the canteen. but my tears just trickled down. :''''(

God.. i think for the rest of the sem.. it is going to be like this. and i think if is goes on like this, i am going to DIE. can u poosibly understand. i tried to think... what happened to me? why am i so stressed up this sem? and the reason that i can think of is that other than having the full load of an engin student... i want to do well. i no longer just want to pass, i want to do well. my bochup-ness to work has disappeared. last time, i will just heck... but now, i cannot. i cannot put it down.

how??????????????????????
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sigh.

dead. well... almost.

2005-02-27T01:15:00.000Z

do you know how it feels like to be dead? well.. almost dead i mean.

now, i do.

oh GOD!! i am dead!!!!!!!!

tomorrow is the first day of part 2 of my semester, meaning to say i am going to end my recess break. zee is hopeful for a new start, becoz she wants to get it right for this sem! yeah, u got it.. i meant GOOD results. and before the clock struck twelve on sunday night... i checked my handphone...

1 mesage received

the chem test is tmr

sender: jiansheng

SHIT MANN!!!!!!!! aHH!!!!!! becoz i don attend the tutorial, that is why i didnt know that my chem test was scheduled for tmR! AHHH!!!! someone, anyone! kill me!

to make matters worse, i am already having 3 bloody tests this week... so now, if u do ur maths (which is easy) it means i have 3 + 1 = 4 tests!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and im not prepared for the first one!

i have decided. i will take MC. i shall go see my NTU doctor and take MC, then ask for retest.

GOD!!!!! 救救我啊!!!!!!!!!!!!

christians arent perfect, just forgiven.

2005-02-22T23:16:00.000Z

christians aren't perfect...

just forgiven.

2005-02-21T05:50:00.000Z

i like my funneh faces. heh..

2005-02-21T05:42:00.000Z

eib's BBQ. i like fifi's smile. :)

2005-02-21T05:41:00.000Z

eibby's surprise.. haha. i think this pic is cute.

2005-02-21T05:02:00.000Z

minnie mouse in the making...

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2005-02-19T12:42:00.000Z

ID: ongz0006

Name: 王甫云教授

Thesis: Why is awesome 4our the awesome four?

Introduction

Awesome 4our consists of, as the name suggests, 4 members. They are, in alphabetical order, Eibby Lim, Fibby Tan, Tibby Tng and Zibby Ong. Well, they are better known as... Eib, Fifi, Tng and Zee respectively. They each possess different abilities and naturally, each of them will have their own flaws too. But together as one, they manage to 取长补短 and i would say, with much pride, close to perfect as a team.

Main Body

Now, let me go on to the main body proper... what on earth makes the awesome 4our the awesome four?

After an observation carried out on the 19th February 2005, i would like to base my stand on these evidences.

Evidence 1:

Location: 157C, Rivervale Crescent ie zee's place

zeemama asked fifi to cook dinner!! without liasing with me first! oh mann, it'a really like 熟到烂了... HAHA, in case fifi cannot see the chi characters, they are shou2 dao4 lan4 le4. hee..
and fifi readily agreed to make dinner for zee's family. well, zee was not around to help because she had to go over to her neighbour's place for dinner. zeemama was busy taking care of natalie. and so, knowing fifi's well acclaimed cullinery skills, zeemama decided to employ fifi's help.
and before zee, zeebro and zeebrogf went off, zee asked tng to help fifi in the kitchen, in case fifi was not orientated. HAHA, i guess some of these gals are very very familiar with the others' kitchens. haha.

Evidence 2:

Location: zee's bedroom

everyone was chilling out in the room. really chilling because the aircon was on. haha. ok, lame. suddenly, zee had a stomachache and had to go to the toilet. as she was shitting, she suddenly realized something. who was left in the room? the remaining members of the awesome 4our, tng, eib and fifi. sounds fine. but 姐姐 was around too, and zeemama, and nicky boy! my goodness, zee could clearly hear their laughter even in the toliet. means they were comfortably having a good time even though the "bridge" ie zee was not around.

Evidence 3:

Location: not applicable

someone had to send nicky boy back. who?... the awesome 4our did it. sounds ok... but zee was not around!! aHH!! so in the cab, there were only fifi, eib, tng and nick. impressive.

Conclusion

With the above, i would like to conclude that indeed, the awesome 4our is the awesome four. 没人可比，无人可敌。

oh, i la-fu you!